Hello ladies
sooo much to catch up on, it took me 2 days to read it all. A few things stood out, swapping Christmas rituals, and stories on how you met your OH's, aww!
and most importantly stupid f#cking IC's nato!
Hugs for you hun....I was sooo excited for you, then gutted for you sweetie 
Vic good luck at your scan today hun
Allie Wow, what fantastic but shocking news that was! A sister
I hope all goes well with it hun
Sassy Omg the story about your ex made me want to hunt him down, men(loose term) like that make me want to vomit..urrgh! I'm so glad you have the right man now and you are obviously so happy, you deserve it chick. and the IC!!!!! omg they strike again.....I think I'll throw mine in the bin, I agree frer's are much better and they give a better line earlier
Hearty those boots are lush...I love sexy heeled boots, I bet they look gorgeous on you. As for the situation at work, that is so difficult for you, I hate that the triggers are all around us, and sometimes I feel we can't escape them, it's hard. I believe I too have some PTSD and am usually triggered by newborns, baby clothes and pregnant women...but strangely not all the time, I think it depends on how I'm feeling any particular day. Sometimes I have to go about my day almost wearing blinkers so I can't see the triggers. I have been suffering with panic attacks, but these are much less lately, except for the massive one I had 2 weeks ago. There were 2 babies at the gym this morning, and one was intently staring at me, it was really uncomfortable for me, in the past I would have chatted to him, but I just couldn't do it.
Meg I'm sorry I haven't caught up with your journal yet, so I don't know the full latest, I'm sorry you've had a hard time, but I'm sure it won't last much longer for you chicka, 1st November isn't far away, and you'll be on the IVF train......all the way to baby town
I Know i've missed loads out, but I've read so much I just can't remember it all!!!
I met my DH in a hotel bar (the Hilton, no less!!) I was stood chatting with my BFF, and she popped off to the ladies and asked me to hold her drink. A crowd of people came past me and as I didn't want to spill our drinks I stepped backwards out of the way, right onto DH's foot
I was wearing 4" heels....and I think it hurt him lol! I stumbled and he caught me 
I thanked him, and apologised and we got to chatting, and the rest is history really. We were both going through a divorce at the time, and the last thing I was looking for was a relationship, I was just concentrating on being a good single mother to my DS, his father abandoned us so I had to be mum and dad. On the first anniversary of the day we met we got married, My DS and I had moved in with him a mere 10 weeks after meeting, we just knew we were right for each other and that it would work out, and 15 years of togetherness proves that we weren't wrong about that 
He adopted my DS 2 years later. He is a hell of a guy, and I love him with all my heart, he never even looks at other women, I'm the only one for him. I feel really blessed to have found him. I was treated very badly by my exH and didn't think I could trust any man ever again...well Glenn saw that as a challenge, and proved me wrong 
sooo much to catch up on, it took me 2 days to read it all. A few things stood out, swapping Christmas rituals, and stories on how you met your OH's, aww!
and most importantly stupid f#cking IC's nato!
Hugs for you hun....I was sooo excited for you, then gutted for you sweetie Vic good luck at your scan today hun
Allie Wow, what fantastic but shocking news that was! A sister
I hope all goes well with it hunSassy Omg the story about your ex made me want to hunt him down, men(loose term) like that make me want to vomit..urrgh! I'm so glad you have the right man now and you are obviously so happy, you deserve it chick. and the IC!!!!! omg they strike again.....I think I'll throw mine in the bin, I agree frer's are much better and they give a better line earlier
Hearty those boots are lush...I love sexy heeled boots, I bet they look gorgeous on you. As for the situation at work, that is so difficult for you, I hate that the triggers are all around us, and sometimes I feel we can't escape them, it's hard. I believe I too have some PTSD and am usually triggered by newborns, baby clothes and pregnant women...but strangely not all the time, I think it depends on how I'm feeling any particular day. Sometimes I have to go about my day almost wearing blinkers so I can't see the triggers. I have been suffering with panic attacks, but these are much less lately, except for the massive one I had 2 weeks ago. There were 2 babies at the gym this morning, and one was intently staring at me, it was really uncomfortable for me, in the past I would have chatted to him, but I just couldn't do it.
Meg I'm sorry I haven't caught up with your journal yet, so I don't know the full latest, I'm sorry you've had a hard time, but I'm sure it won't last much longer for you chicka, 1st November isn't far away, and you'll be on the IVF train......all the way to baby town
I Know i've missed loads out, but I've read so much I just can't remember it all!!!
I met my DH in a hotel bar (the Hilton, no less!!) I was stood chatting with my BFF, and she popped off to the ladies and asked me to hold her drink. A crowd of people came past me and as I didn't want to spill our drinks I stepped backwards out of the way, right onto DH's foot
I was wearing 4" heels....and I think it hurt him lol! I stumbled and he caught me I thanked him, and apologised and we got to chatting, and the rest is history really. We were both going through a divorce at the time, and the last thing I was looking for was a relationship, I was just concentrating on being a good single mother to my DS, his father abandoned us so I had to be mum and dad. On the first anniversary of the day we met we got married, My DS and I had moved in with him a mere 10 weeks after meeting, we just knew we were right for each other and that it would work out, and 15 years of togetherness proves that we weren't wrong about that He adopted my DS 2 years later. He is a hell of a guy, and I love him with all my heart, he never even looks at other women, I'm the only one for him. I feel really blessed to have found him. I was treated very badly by my exH and didn't think I could trust any man ever again...well Glenn saw that as a challenge, and proved me wrong 
