Hurray for your little boy, Mel!
I was sooo wrong!
Hearty, I really feel for you. It seems only natural that his time of year would bring up all of those emotions for you. You're allowed a wallow now and then! We are here for you to vent anytime. I hope you enjoyed shoe shopping. Retail therapy is the best.
Megg, any word on Aggie? Sending thoughts her way.
Cesca, ignore your DH and eat what you please, this is the perfect time of your life to get away with that.
He's not the one who is getting nauseous from courgettes so he can't talk.
Luce, awww, thanks so much for lighting a candle for us. It made me feel emotional to read that! And I think it's a lovely thing to do for your little angel.
As for me, it's 3 am and I'm online, sitting in our hotel room.
I felt really weird all day today and then once I fell asleep, I was tossing and turning. Half alseep dreaming strange things. Eventually I ended up having a panic attack! I think I've only had two in my life. I just sat up feeling like I couldn't breathe, heart racing, totally panicking! Not a nice feeling. I woke up Alex freaking out and had him to go the vending machine to get me water. I decided to come on BnB to help me calm down and it's working but I still feel like crap. I'm wondering if maybe all of stuff going on in my life this week-long lost sister, foreign service exam, doctor's appt, 2ww, driving 1000 miles-is finally taking a toll on me! I've felt fine and then all of a sudden bam, I'm freaking out and ill.
Anyways I hope everyone has a wonderful Friday.