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i just wanna eat loadsa meat!!! And thanks about my piccy i had to share it seen as ive never had a scan piccy b4 as ive never thought of asking for one with them never being optimistic about my beans in the past always dating me backwards as they couldnt find a HB etc, this time was all positive so i figured what the hell i want a piccy of my apple seed hahaha xxx Hope ur feeling ok Luce? R u just having a noice chill out night tonight? xxx
Nato hope your doing ok thinking of you.
Hey megg good to see you sorry to be a pain but can you add the 1st Dec to whats happening on front page, thats when we've got our blood tests to see if they can find a reason for the mc's.
Yogi hope you have a good time be strong sweetie I'm sure you'll be fine it sounds like they have their hands full so will be grateful for any help.
Sorry about the uti hope you feel better soon.
Sugar I really fancy fillet steak now yum enjoy. I'm doing a roast beef tomorrow for lunch so that will have to do.
Caz oh my god that picture is so amazing bought a tear to my eye I am so happy for you thank you for sharing it with us.
The squirrel quote did make me laugh, though....don't worry, you WILL have human babies one day. Where's Allie? Is she absent? I didn't notice posts from her!
Aww, it feels good to be thought of, especially since I had such a shit day!
I HATE it! It's such bad timing. We were arguing about stupid stuff-the temperature of the apartment was the initial thing-and it turned into him crying about his life and being lonely...it's truly no secret we are both really lonely for our friends in Colorado and have no one up here in Fargo (except my parents, whom I love dearly). Anyways, his being upset turned into both of us being moody and bickering, then I got worried we weren't going to BD as I'm reading high on the CBFM. I expressed that fear and we started arguing about how he didn't want to do it today, and I started crying. Out of nowhere I freaked out going "It's REALLY important we make love today, I have a 'high' reading, and I took the soy and am temping and am doing everything I can to get pregnant so I need YOU to your part now!" I know it was the wrong thing to say, but it just came out. Then I got kind of hysterical going on about how "My due date is coming up in two months! *sob* I really, really want to be pregnant by my due date and with my long cycles each one is so important!" and just sobbing. 
I didn't even know that was bugging that much until then. Anyways, it was a shitty argument. We ended up having really bad sex, and skipped the party we were going to go to (as it was a 2 hour drive) and instead went out for an awkward dinner and to a bar where everyone was dressed up for Halloween and super festive, which just made us feel alone and out of place and miss our social lives in Colorado even more....all in all, blah.
I should start a journal, don't mind me.
, I'm SO sorry about your nightmare!! It sounded just awful. I know it's your subconcious working through things....your fears and everything, so even though it's awful at the time, it's a step in the grieving process. I saw you managed to walk to the shop for chocolate and it felt good, that's great! All you can do is take it one day at time. We're here for you with love and support. It just makes my day to see it! 
I hope you feel better soon. My friend always tells me to go pee right after BDing to avoid UTIs but I never do around my fertile time....since you're just past your ov maybe that's what contributed? Who knows. I just know it's a risk I take to keep the spermies up there post BD. 
Very inspiring!
! I'm sure you'll still ovulate soon. Don't stress over that too! Not worth it. Just go with the flow... We can learn together! LOL
babe, I'm very sure Ull still ovulate babe so don't be worrying about that. I hope u & hubby are ok now it really does suck arguing especially @ ovulation it's like they know when to pick a row ggrrrr!! I think u did the right thing getting it all off your chest, it might not have been the best timing to have that row but now OH knows how much this really does mean to you & how much hard work n struggle it Is for us to monitor the whole fertility period!!! All month we await the impending eggy & we definetly need our fellas to do the easy bit and DTD! I totally get where ur comin from.
it must be so hard? Xxx anyway chick I'm praying you caught ur eggy 
and there will b no stressing next month coz it won't be needed xxx
bet you cant wait to see pip again soon.
). Oh also POAS and got the below:
on the 3+ chicken, for god knows what reason I decided to do my last digi last night too it was just there & I was there and well u know how it is, anywhoot it came up 3+ like immediately haha x I now have zero sticks of any shape or form in this house!! Zero & total count of preg test done is a whopping "35" ooopppsss
Cazz i wanted to go out too but DH has decided we should be saving money ready for puppies and the bean. So i will cook and he can do the washing up
enjoy ur lunch xxxx
and yay for temps going up xxxx Lov Ya xxx
It is wrong but I'm with you I thought Rebecca was fantastic and its the first time that cher has really impressed me. I still like Matt too. Oh no more test buying I laughed when I read you'd done another one bless you no bad dreams what a relief but woke up feeling rough like I have a hungover but I wasn't drinking anything other than water last night so whats that about. to digi test thats great. to you hope you and hubby are doing better today I'm so sorry you feel alone we're here for you Dont stress about ov I'm sure it will happen so try not to think about it (I know easier said than done). to you try not to worry to much I'm sure your little one is ok just resting. I know you must be scared for your scan but here for you 
