LucyJ
Mummy to Benjamin xx
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Sassy thank you sweetie I guess I was starting to feel like I was back to some kind of normality and felt prepared for AF its just hit me harder than I expected. Part of not wanting to go out is the worry that I may just burst into tears if it wasnt her 60th I wouldnt be going but feel I should I think I'll see how I feel tomorrow. Most of my family do understand its my brother and sil that I worry about the most as not sure whether they do he said to mum just after we lost our baby that we should come down and see them as holding the baby would make me feel better!!
Aww yogi I will take that hug and send you one back sorry your having a rough time it is so hard I know I'm going to get an invite to a friends baby shower and kind of dreading it but will deal with it when it arrives. Trying to stay positive and hopefull is so hard I was really positive this morning having my bloods done but tonight it all just hit me I suppose there are going to be days like that.
Aww yogi I will take that hug and send you one back sorry your having a rough time it is so hard I know I'm going to get an invite to a friends baby shower and kind of dreading it but will deal with it when it arrives. Trying to stay positive and hopefull is so hard I was really positive this morning having my bloods done but tonight it all just hit me I suppose there are going to be days like that.