Pola, it does sound like you're positive, which is great! It must be so hard right now, but I hope you can stay that way and expect good news. We're all pulling for you!
Right now I have the "problem" that the rest of you probably wish you had -- not enough symptoms. I know that's not necessarily a bad sign, but it feels like the days are ticking by so slowly, I wish I had more certainty that something was actually happening. I probably won't see a doctor until early-mid January, which just feels like a really long time of not knowing what's going on. I'm really trying to just enjoy these days of not feeling sick, though, because it could hit at any time.