i am really down about my weight today, i have been looking at myself and i cant belive i let myself gt this big
I am going to try my best to lose some more weight, didnt do a very good job last time! I find if its just me then i can lose the weight, but if Jase starts eating chocolate or junk then i want it too and thats when i mess up, i have no will power so i cant sit and watch him eat all the nice stuff and not have any.
The nurse said if i can show her that i can lose 2.5kg then she will give me pills that will stop my body absourbing (sp?0 the fat. I just worked it out and if im right, then 2.5kg is 5.5lbs so i have alot of work to do really.
Id love to be able to bann all cholote, crisps, bread and stodge from teh house, but its not fair on the kids and Jase if i do.
I went on a diet last year and lost 9lbs in a week, i really want to try that again but i dont know how i stuck to it, i dont feel im that strong anymore.
I have my exercise bike, my step machine and trampolene, so i have no excuse not to exercise.
We are back to TTC in JUne, so i have 2 months to try to lose as much as i can, i know i have said this before, and no doubt i will fail again this time like i did the last time, but i have to try coz my weight is really getting me down.
I will weigh myself round the chimist tomorrow and keep track of what im loseing, if i do lose any that is! I need a trip to morrisions now to stock up on rabbit food! when i lost the 9lbs i was living on cereal and salad so i will try to do that again, its just so hard!
xx