I am alive and well, ladies.
I am in school full time and unfortunately I have to spend every waking minute doing homework and preparing for classes. To top it off, I just found out that the Medical leave of absence I was told in June that I could get from my program is no longer offered. Now I am stuck finishing off these classes for the next 8 weeks even though I will only be allowed back into the program (since I AM definitely leaving at the end of this semester) if someone happens to drop out of next year's group of new students. I can't afford to pay back the financial aid that paid for the classes, so I am stuck here. I'm so turned off the ultrasound field right now and have been debating wheteher or not I want to do it at all. DH thinks it is just my hormones. I am so miserably unhappy that I worked for 4 1/2 years for this and now I have no path.

And I'm PISSED at the head of ultrasound for offering me something and then renegging, when I based my decisions on the assurance of a medical leave of absence.
What I really want to do is work with the elderly. It has been my passion since I was about 5 or 6 years old. I'm praying for guidance.
Little one is active as ever and I just love it! I have gained about 16 lbs or so, and feel huge. the top of my uterus seems to not be rising, to me anyway, but doc measured it last visit and said it was fine.
I am often short of breath, and when I sit my innards feel cramped up under my lungs. At 24 +3 feeling so distended, I cannot imagine how I will feel at 42 weeks! (and yes, I think she'll follow suit and be a super late baby.
Posterior placenta here, 2 cm from the cervix. Doc agreed to a 3rd trimester scan to check location of pacenta. She is such a sweetheart!
I am up and wide awake at night constantly. Can't fall back to sleep. I walk around in a daze and exhausted all the time (and this is why I don't want to try to juggle full time school and ultrasonic Physics with a newborn). If I can barely handle it all now, how on Earth will I handle it with a baby added in?
I will not be on much in the next 8 weeks til this hell is over, but will try to check in now and then...and I'll be back in time for Christmas and beyond! Thanks for all the concern
