Peachy I'll text you about the spammer, it was nothing really.
So I'm going to update you on the scariest day of my life which was yesterday. Before leaving for work i was in the bathroom and wiped...bright red blood on the toilet paper and in the toilet! I thought I was in a nightmare and even blinked my eyes a few time, and then started bawling and praying. So I went to the ER and each time I went pee there was no more blood. So after a 6 hour wait they did an ultrasound. During the 30 minute long scan the tech never said a word, just changed "number of fetuses" from 1 to 2. Then started measuring fetus a and fetus b. at the end she finally showed us each gestational sac and each yolk sac. She said that was all she could say until the radiologist read the report.
Well the horrible ER dr came in and said well there are 2 but 1 is measuring 4 weeks 6 days and baby b is too small to measure so probably didn't "take" and that it's sac was empty.the bleed was from a small subchorionic hemorrage by baby b.
well I got the ultrasound report and called my fertility dr. She said at 5 weeks 4 days they are all too small to measure and she is amazed that they saw yolk sacs and that reassures her. She thinks everything is great and that we will see heartbeats next week. She said ER machines arent nearly as good at measuring anyway. My hcg is 18,166 so she said that's great. Also right on the report from the radiologist it says gestational sacS and fetal poleS present!
So I have so much to process but I'm way too scared to get excited and I feel like I'm in limbo until I see those precious and very much wanted heartbeats. And I'm on bedrest until then.