Leafy: I know the no symptoms can be very worrisome, especially when you're already in a vulnerable state. I hate the fact that websites say it's bad if you lose your symptoms because loss of symptoms doesn't always equal miscarriage.
I know it doesn't really help, but I guess I just want to say that I understand why you're freaking out, but it doesn't always mean the worst. (I'm definitely trying to say that it doesn't always mean bad - trust me, it pretty much always made me angry when someone said something was normal. Yeah, it could be normal, but there's always a possibility it's not. People mean well, but it can't take away the fear because nobody knows for sure).
maryanne1987: I don't there's a way to get through it other than just get through it in a haze. Getting through the limbo is one of the most difficult times, but even when the scan can be your answer, it is so hard to do. I kept saying that I didn't know if my heart was ready to know.
The day before my scan, I was able to keep busy, but the morning of, I didn't know what to do. All I wanted to do was cry and go lay in bed. I was shaking, felt like I couldn't breathe. I think if the roads were so bad and required my attention, I probably would have cried the whole way there.
During the scan, my heart raced. It took every bit of energy to not start sobbing there, waiting for her to say something. I almost had to ask her to please say something because I was about to lose it. It was overwhelming and felt like my world could shatter at any moment.
It'll be hard getting there, but you'll get there. You'll get through it, and afterwards, no matter the result, you'll probably wonder how you did it.
You'll get through it because you're strong even if you don't feel like you're strong, but you are. It takes so much strength to get through this, and you're almost there.
DaisyAnne: Sorry about your appointment
I know that it made it a little more difficult to keep positive, but remember what you said before: You're baby's heart is still beating. Your baby still showed progress. Your baby hasn't given up.
Why do they want to wait 2 weeks? I know that 2 weeks should show nice progress, but I would imagine 1 week would also show some?
That has to be hard with your son
How is your support system through all of this?