Kit you are gorgeous and I echo gigs. Your body now is fantastic, but I know ot’s Easy to be your own worst critic. It’s hard accepting the reality that once you give birth things change and some can never change back. Just takes time to adjust.
If it helps, I have literally gained 30lbs in the last two years. I hate it, but I get so few hours with A I just despise the idea of going to the gym. I have to remind myself every morning I had and have a baby. My life is a f*ing Shit show that between stress and exhaustion my body wants carbs and sugar so forget dieting even though I know carbs and sugar aren’t substitutes for sleep/good
But the point of my rant is you’re beautiful but I get what it feels like to not feel comfortable in your skin