Keepsmiling91
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CB- I spend quite a lot of Time on the nub pages the last few years, if the mods/admins are also drawing out what Ive done, Id very confidently say team
Blue x - of course they can be wrong. Every pregnancy I was desperate for a girl, after my 1st, and 2nd everyone assumed I would want a boy but no I was literally scared at the thought of a son. This pregnancy has been hard, Im full of anxiety and feel like everyone is watching and judging me, when I walk down the road with a 6, 4 and 19 month old with a big bump, I can see what people think, I almost feel ashamed? My mum had 4 kids and struggled, we were all off the rails (my lil
Bro was kicked at of school at 5 and would throw chairs at teachers calling them ****s and slags! My auntie/cousins etc have stopped talking to
Me and said Im just like my mother etc. Ive been really down and now referred to
Perinatal mental health team. Hate to say it but when I found out it was a boy I struggled even more so. (I had a slow developing jaw that wasnt noticeable until around aged 9, but around age 13 I basically had no jaw at all and a very bad double
chin etc, I was very bullied for a long time. At 19 I had an 8.5 hour op (lower jaw broken & pulled forward with plates & screws, upper jaw broken and pulled down, and then a chin implant a year later) All I remember growing up is thinking thank god im a girl, I can hide behind my hair, or try to fix the ugly things about myself by doing eyebrows, make up etc, and now Im having a son, Im so scared Ive passsd my jaw onto my children and subjected them to a lifetime of anxiety,bullying and confidence issues, I cant live with the guilt everyday it breaks my heart, I shouldnt have had children because of it , and now everywhere is full of teenagers under such pressure to look right, with snapchat, selfies Fb, etc, everywhere we go. It makes me so
So worried for my kids x
Sorry for the long one lol - heres my xray of all my plates etc
Blue x - of course they can be wrong. Every pregnancy I was desperate for a girl, after my 1st, and 2nd everyone assumed I would want a boy but no I was literally scared at the thought of a son. This pregnancy has been hard, Im full of anxiety and feel like everyone is watching and judging me, when I walk down the road with a 6, 4 and 19 month old with a big bump, I can see what people think, I almost feel ashamed? My mum had 4 kids and struggled, we were all off the rails (my lil
Bro was kicked at of school at 5 and would throw chairs at teachers calling them ****s and slags! My auntie/cousins etc have stopped talking to
Me and said Im just like my mother etc. Ive been really down and now referred to
Perinatal mental health team. Hate to say it but when I found out it was a boy I struggled even more so. (I had a slow developing jaw that wasnt noticeable until around aged 9, but around age 13 I basically had no jaw at all and a very bad double
chin etc, I was very bullied for a long time. At 19 I had an 8.5 hour op (lower jaw broken & pulled forward with plates & screws, upper jaw broken and pulled down, and then a chin implant a year later) All I remember growing up is thinking thank god im a girl, I can hide behind my hair, or try to fix the ugly things about myself by doing eyebrows, make up etc, and now Im having a son, Im so scared Ive passsd my jaw onto my children and subjected them to a lifetime of anxiety,bullying and confidence issues, I cant live with the guilt everyday it breaks my heart, I shouldnt have had children because of it , and now everywhere is full of teenagers under such pressure to look right, with snapchat, selfies Fb, etc, everywhere we go. It makes me so
So worried for my kids x
Sorry for the long one lol - heres my xray of all my plates etc
I think your incredible all the work you have done and the accomplishments youve already made. You are switched on way beyond your years, at your age I was out drinking and just being a general nightmare. I think you have learnt lessons a lot of people are still trying to figure out way into their late 20s. So as far as adulting goes, you got this. One thing at a time!
keeps you’re so pretty!!! And absolutely do not resemble a hippo (or any other large animal) 
i am not offended. Honestly if it happens it will almost feel like God's way of rehabbing me through my own shit. I just have to remember me and my husband are nothing like my parents and our kids will not be the same as my family was. 
checking something and will brb to add more
Riley had hand, foot mouth & noone anywhere had it, its airborn one i think so he’d only need to be near someobe who is carrying wuthout knowing, big hugs lil dude & to you hun X
is the Jaw thing genetic? Do either of your parents have it? If its not hereditary im sure your lil babes will be fine 
for you. Every time I look at where the nub would be, I see the lower portion (what another poster referred to as the scrotum, I believe) and am thinking that's the actual nub. So I'm still thinking it's a girl for you. 
