Dobble I'm sorry ...men tend to compensate for where they feel weak= big muscles to prevent getting hurt physically when they really are concerned about being hurt physically...no sense to them.
On my end I have yet again...shaved up, perfumed up. made my face and hair up ....for NOTHING.
The old guy chickened out and never met me. I drove into town for nothing.
To top it off male best friend who said No is loving that I got let down, and I'm about ready to tell him STFU and don't ever talk to me again.
I know him very well, and he really would like to insem me, but is ACTING like the devoted hubby, what pisses me off to no end is that MFer HAS been with me while they were engaged, hinted to me about stopping the wedding, and damn sure has been with me since they married 7 yrs ago.
I know it was wrong- but on my end we truly are 99% compatible, and BEST friends. He tells me things he never would tell her...
But in the ride or die world, I am really P'd off that I would do anything for him including using my eggs so they could have a kid- with me totally stepping out of picture. It is clear to me now he would not do the same. I told him last night we are clearly on diff levels of friendship, and he laughed...I'm more hurt by the fact that he thinks what ppl you hold closest don't hold you in the same regardI am saying is laughable, and that he is not the ride or die friend I thought he was .
He had the neerve to tell me- "I can't help you. I'm married,,,so that can't hapen"
Are you F-ing serious?!?!? You have no problem texting me alllll day about wanting to F me, and we def HAVE over the years, but I am cutting that off.
I just can't....
Nothing worse than thinking