Selfish Late Night Post
So i was late on my first pill
I was exhausted from six flags and fell asleep at 5 pm when we got home (without eating, like I was dead) and slept through my birth control alarm. Last time it woke me up ugh. I just woke up at 1:30 am (pill time is 8:30 pm) and realized and ran and took the pill. Then I realized I’d woken up soaked in sweat and when I went to pee I discovered I was bleeding. Like really, 5 hours late and I’m getting bleeding? Is that normal? I thought that was if you full on missed a pill like 12+ hours! But apparently not, my sheets are progesterone drop level soaked. And this is the combo pill, they say you don’t have to be as perfect with times, but if I’m getting night sweats and bleeding, I feel like that’s incorrect information.
WAIT now that I’m thinking more clearly (I’m still half asleep), yesterday morning before I’d even missed the pill I had a hint of pink in my discharge. So was I going to bleed anyway? I also had the night sweats (now, not then), so idk! I’ve had random middle cycle night sweats before, but they’re less common. I’ve only been late on this one so idky I had hints of blood in my CM before I’d even missed it. Wtfffff. I thought it was supposed to take a day to start bleeding once you start the sugar pills, does the bleeding really start just a few hours after? Either way I was spotting before I was late on my pill. Ovulation wouldn’t cause actual red blood, right? Cux some people spot from ovulation but this was actual real blood (though there was only a tiny bit of dried tan on my underwear, the actual blood didn’t get on my underwear, so maybe it’s not as much blood as I think. UGH WHY
I’m scared that if my body clearly showed such a strong drop off that I’m actually unprotected now, and considering I DTD 2 days ago, that’s terrifying.
TMI WARNING: if you read my previous TMI statement, I didn’t mention that
still ended up in me, I got on top of him moments after he finished
Ugggh I’m so pissed, I’d been doing so perfect! I feel like since it was only 5 hours late I shouldn’t tell SO because it’ll freak him out and “prove” to him that I can’t handle it ugh I’m so mad at myself though mostly at my alarm, it’s just not loud enough I swear, it’s like the alarms on my phone are quieter lately and the sound is up to max in settings so I don’t understand. Oh wait. Never mind I know why. It’s cuz of my fan blasting. It’s crazy loud, and it’s super hot in my room so it’s completely necessary. Ugh I woke up for a few seconds a few times before 1:30 and I’m mad I didn’t come to consciousness enough to realize I hadn’t taken my pill. I mean, I took it at exactly 1:33 pm, 5 hours and 3 minutes late. I’m so stressed now ugh