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tiggercats
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I don't want to do this anymore. I feel like i'm doing it on my own and as much as I wanted my own baby, I'm not going to bring one into this world without the 100% support and commitment from my OH (which I thought i had from him by the way he was so excited by the thought).
I am about to be tested for coeliac disease, which if positive increases the risk of problems. It takes 2 to make a healthy baby and i'm already a step behind the picture of health and OH isn't doing anything to improve his health, so I don't see why I should bother anymore.
I am incredibly upset and emotional. Currently in the 2ww and really don't know if I want a positive or not now.
Sorry to rant, but I don't have anyone in real life I can tell how i'm feeling
I am about to be tested for coeliac disease, which if positive increases the risk of problems. It takes 2 to make a healthy baby and i'm already a step behind the picture of health and OH isn't doing anything to improve his health, so I don't see why I should bother anymore.
I am incredibly upset and emotional. Currently in the 2ww and really don't know if I want a positive or not now.
Sorry to rant, but I don't have anyone in real life I can tell how i'm feeling