One minute I am happy, and then the next I am not looking forward to it at all. I don't know what to do, obviously I'm not ready to give up my lifestyle it's just hard, I'm scared how my life is going to change and I am not going have any me time. My mum's really worried me now, she's told me that when the baby gets here it's going to be the hardest thing that I have ever done, and being a mum is the hardest job. Then she went into it, and mentioned how my sister had baby blues and never got any sleep And sleep is so important to me, I'm so scared right now. I know I am early, but it's still not really long to go if you think about it.. is anyone else scared?