Sara, i have no idea what to say to you and matt. I do know that you and matt are very strong people, and God will get you through this. I cant imagine what your going through and i am truly so sorry this has happened. I am glad to see that you are in good thoughts with everything and that you know you will make it. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers, and if you ever want to talk im here to listen. Bless your hearts. Your little angel is so beautiful and remember she is still with you every step of your way looking down on her beautiful mother. Take care of yourself and your other half, you two will make it. HUGS.!