Hey ladies... hope everyone is well this weekend.
Some tough news for me the other day... got my colposcopy biopsy results back and came back with several areas of high grade pre-cancerous cells... so will have to have a surgery to remove a few areas of the cervix that are affected. I'm freaking out... have done some research and many women say this makes it even harder to get pregnant or carry a baby to full term.
Spoke with doctor and I think they may combine this procedure with another laparoscopy to remove my endometriosis again. Both procedures I will have anesthesia, so might as well knock them both out at once... Although this is all a big mess and puts a stop to my TTC for a while, which I'm devestated about, I guess it's a "good thing" as my health is #1, they found the precancerous cells early, and removing the endometriosis again may in fact make it easier to conceive... I don't know, still tossing all of this around in my head and trying to come to terms with the fact that it's likely we may not conceive before DH deploys, as it's not far away and he will be away several times beforehand for training... so we'll miss quite a few chances...
Truly just so upset.... I know eventually we WILL get our family, but the disappointment and set backs are really getting to me now... It's a year we've been trying and now it will have to be put on hold, possibly for quite a while...