BUT I think we all know that parent that doesn't deserve kids.
I better get a baby out of all this!
Today's update: 9dpo, symptom spotting has officially begun!
Breasts have become a bit heavy/sore/overly sensitive. In the TMI department I have gone from fairly dry to fairly wet. I'm tired - though I'm always tired when I take progesterone. I'm bloated like you wouldn't believe- worst I've ever had. I'm so bloated I LOOK like I'm approaching my 2nd trimester
Today's test shows the trigger shot has pretty much left my system. At the 10 minute mark there was a line so faint that I had to squint to see it- my hubby would call it negative. So any positives from here on out should be the real deal!
Let the final stage of TWW torture begin!
Exactly! It also amazes me how pregnancy can happen against all odds- like on BC pills while using a condom- but then we actually TRY and get nothing
It's nearly impossible to wrap my brain around and seems so very unfair.
Definitely agree. And as much as I hate the 2ww... my least favorite part of this whole ttc journey is listening to my friends talk about how EASY it was and they thought for sure it would take a few months. They just can't believe it happened on the first try!!! It as at this point I realize how strong I truly am for not bursting into to tears and/or punching them in the face!!! In all fairness to them, they don't know about my struggles.
Anyways, sorry for the venting! I think they say something about the power of positive thinking... I promise to work on that the rest of my wait!
i don't want to hit the 3 year mark for ttc... we hit the 1year, then 2 year and it just keeps getting more and more depressing. People think I'm crazy for ttc baby number four. I tell them point blank, "if you have to hold your baby in your hands, stare at it, touch it, but have to give it away for an autopsy and NEVER see it again because it died while you were sitting on the toilet bleeding out, ya call me crazy ttc baby number 4, I just want my heart to feel complete, and it's not just me, it's my kids who are asking mommy when will god give us back our babies"... 
in there. I think that will help too with ttc. I bet you had a nice weekend!
Today's update: 9dpo, symptom spotting has officially begun!
Breasts have become a bit heavy/sore/overly sensitive. In the TMI department I have gone from fairly dry to fairly wet. I'm tired - though I'm always tired when I take progesterone. I'm bloated like you wouldn't believe- worst I've ever had. I'm so bloated I LOOK like I'm approaching my 2nd trimester
Today's test shows the trigger shot has pretty much left my system. At the 10 minute mark there was a line so faint that I had to squint to see it- my hubby would call it negative. So any positives from here on out should be the real deal!
Let the final stage of TWW torture begin!
Lets get these BFP's started!!! I don't think that you should test until the after your af, so you're not driving yourself crazy 
hahah but easier said than done. lol
People are rude. They don't get it and should not speak. A friend of mine actually said that "anything past 3 babies makes your vagina a clown car". Can you believe that??? I hadn't told her I was trying for #4, but still... How rude!
Exactly! It also amazes me how pregnancy can happen against all odds- like on BC pills while using a condom- but then we actually TRY and get nothing
It's nearly impossible to wrap my brain around and seems so very unfair.
Definitely agree. And as much as I hate the 2ww... my least favorite part of this whole ttc journey is listening to my friends talk about how EASY it was and they thought for sure it would take a few months. They just can't believe it happened on the first try!!! It as at this point I realize how strong I truly am for not bursting into to tears and/or punching them in the face!!! In all fairness to them, they don't know about my struggles.
Anyways, sorry for the venting! I think they say something about the power of positive thinking... I promise to work on that the rest of my wait!
It does drive me crazy how it used to be so easy for us and now i don't know what stopped, i feel like i'm just being rejected over and over again. DH said "i know when we are going to get pregnant, it's when you are in the nursing program"--- this is next fall. THAT is definitely NOT the time for me to be pregnant, However, Believe me if i do become pregnant i'll be on
It was traumatic and people just don't think before speaking. Anywho, I see parents who hurt their kids and it really really upsets me.
I'm going to try to give it my all this month, but DH has back surgery when i'm Ovulating. So i'm just going to relax.
Good Morning Ladies,
Hope you're all doing well. How's everyone doing with symptoms spottingPregnancy Prep has ALL the herbs you can think of.
Hoping this is a good sign!
Hope you all have a wonderful sunday!
Quote of the day
" The earnest prayer of a righteous person has great power and produces wonderful results" - James 5:16
Ooooh! I hope it is as well!!
Before I went to bed last night, I felt some cramping and surely thought that AF was here, but I woke up and there was no blood. I even went to wipe and check - nope. I feel some cramping on and off, the moistness, but nothing. However, I feel nauseous and while talking to one of my in laws I thought I was going to throw up but it quickly passed.
I'm possibly a day late, I'm giving it until Monday and if she isn't here I'm definitely going to test.
?? I hope you did or will be!!!
I have 5 days left and 9 tests... We all know how this is going to work...Today's update: 9dpo, symptom spotting has officially begun!
Breasts have become a bit heavy/sore/overly sensitive. In the TMI department I have gone from fairly dry to fairly wet. I'm tired - though I'm always tired when I take progesterone. I'm bloated like you wouldn't believe- worst I've ever had. I'm so bloated I LOOK like I'm approaching my 2nd trimester
Today's test shows the trigger shot has pretty much left my system. At the 10 minute mark there was a line so faint that I had to squint to see it- my hubby would call it negative. So any positives from here on out should be the real deal!
Let the final stage of TWW torture begin!
I'm so glad your TWW has started!!!
start your engines!!!
and took all my natural supplements. I was having hot flashes yesterday wow, but so far the bleeding is not as bad as the first two days and that is so opposite than the other periods i've had. So now waiting until she's gone, and just trying to think positive. 
I want a baby!!
So today CD 3, just enjoying my
I will start to exercise again, and try to drink more water throughout the day. I'm on this, I'm truly not giving up!!!
Good Morning Ladies,
Hope you're all doing well. How's everyone doing with symptoms spotting
Hoping this is a good sign!
Hope you all have a wonderful sunday!
Quote of the day
" The earnest prayer of a righteous person has great power and produces wonderful results" - James 5:16
I think the heavy bleeding is sign of a good lining so that means the natural remedies must be doing something right!! How did you learn about what you should be taking?? Did you talk with your doc before starting them?
Let me find the site and i'll post it on here.
