Hurry up BFPs!!! We are ready when you are :-)

[ladyluck84]

Looks like cd 17 was o day. I woke myself up crying last night. Not just crying but bawling. No idea why but I keep crying on and off now. I also can't stop sleeping and I'm nauseous. Opks are still positive. I guess all progesterone related? I'm actually starting to wonder if o was actually cd 14 or maybe even before?. It could work. I think my dog knew something was up because she was sleeping on top of my head. Like on all of my pillow with me at the bottom. Little brat.

I'll catch up with you all when it isn't 5am

Oh I do this too! Sometime can't even remember dreaming

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Hi ladies.

Ive been looking after my 7 month old nephew all day so didnt get chance to come online. I tested again this morning at 12dpo and bfn....nevermind.

Sorry to hear how some of u have been through tough times and upbringings. Im quite shocked at the things u have gone through. Im quite protected and clueless when it comes to life. I only see things like u describe on tv and soaps. It must be hard but im glad u are moving on and forward to a bright future
Xxx

 

[Helena_]

Yeah, we moved when he switched duty stations. He's not gone for long but I've been living here for a month he's been gone for something like 2 weeks out of that. I can't even remember now haha. Eventually he will be gone for up to 8-12 months. Not sure when though. Him Being away was easier when I was back home because I had school and my friends and family there. I haven't met anyone here yet and only have his family. Luckily, for ththis next underway, a friend of mine is visiting and will be here for most of the time that he's gone. I'm just upset because it was meant to be 5 days but they randomly changedit to 16. I guess I need to get used to it. When hhe's actually home, he gets out pretty early. Like today, he got home at 12pm so it's nice. Theyre also great about giving him free time off for doctors appointments with the fertility specialist.

Btw. Bnbing on the toliet

 

[cathgibbs]

Lol i love a good long sit on the toilet lol xxx

Haha sick note but Im in the loo longer than df lol he hates it! A girl needs go catch up wgen she has 5 minutes ha xxx

 

[cathgibbs]

Helena my vagina is crawling up into my uterus at the thought of ten times a day


Sarah - I hope you weekend with your mother is a painless as possible. That's my idea of a nightmare. I don't share my house well

Lune I hope the twinges are a good sign!



Lady Luck - some days I wish my OH would disappear for a few days. I'd probably miss him after the first day. Maybe

noob... she AINT my mother lmao, my mother is banned from staying 24hrs in any sort of confined space as me!! my mum and me have this pact, you stay out of my way... and i'll stay out of yours lol, no my mum is a piss head, so i cant be doing with her for longer than ermmm 3 hrs, as soon as she opens her can of cider, i'm already packing her things to go.... lets just say... we dont hold our tongues i didnt speak to her for 2 years, they lived in france for 12 years and came back over here to live last jan, my dad had a breakdown in france, he couldn't stand being away from his family, and she just made him worse, so they sold up and came back here, i only started speaking to her last july!! i'll never forgive her for what she did to my dad, and when she gets pissed, she blames him and his nervous breakdown for her sad life back here! so we had eachother on the floor, i belted her, i nearly ripped her eyes out i raised myself and my brother cos she was always pissed!! oh and that was my dads fault for fucking working away!!! she's a selfish cow!! mmm sorry about that, rant over...... xxxx

Awww Sarah thats so sad hn. Your poor dad bless him xxx

 

[ladyluck84]

Oh Sarah that does sound a tough upbringing. I'm like you mrs broody I had the perfect childhood and am still extremely close. I don't think I could have coped with my loss if it wasn't for my family. Are u and your son close Sarah?

 

[c.m.c]

Ok I ave seriously sensitive nips today....could that be after ovulation?


MrsB did u use a IC again? Cause they really will be bfn for a loooong time

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Yes just a cheapie hpt. It says it can be used from af dd so i guess it cant be very sensitive but ive given up hope of a bfp this cycle. X

 

[twinmummy06]

MrsB don't lose hope - those IC truely are rubbish. Do you have a FRER to test when your due or late or what ever?

 

[xxDreamxx]

OMG Pink was amazing! Will discuss more later when I am not on iPad. Hate trying to type long paragraphs on here!

I have such a hangover this morning and eating a quarter pounder at 1am was probably not my finest moment - ughhhh

 

[sarahkr]

mornin lovely's,
how are we all???
LL me and josh are soooo close, we're like best mates, he too had to grow up fast! so he's older for his years. he's only really known a stable life since i met andy! his dad turned his mobile phone off when i went into labour, i only got the csa involved when i met andy, he contested the fact he was his dad, so we all went for dna, stupid prick, shot himself in the foot by doing that, so they sent a letter with his details on, i gave them to josh and he tore them up, and said, i dont know the man, andys more of a dad! which actually has brought tears to my eyes just typing it lol
cath, god i nearly blubbed when you said that about my dad.. i love him so much, i was so scared and angry when she had him locked up in france.... i brought him back cos NO ONE was doing anything, just poor russ! i just thought, thats my daddy, alone, confused and scared in a nut house in france! my french aint fluent, but they understood the words "get his fuckin discharge papers", i'm taking him home!!! he looked so bewildered
helena hun, you've had it tough too, and you'll appreciate how good it feels when you do actually turn your life around, i hate talking about it, didn't mean to blurt it out sorry, i dont know where it all came from, but i'm glad someone understands, parents and child hood, do effect children later on in life, but we're lucky, we chose to fight back! i think your great!!
mrs b, your soo lucky, i wouldn't wish anything i've been threw on any of you, but i cant even say i envy your relationship with your mother, cos i dont suppose i could ever imagine what it would feel like
well anyway, enough of the crap...
how are we all, susan you lucky devil, did she sing give me just a reason? i bet it was awesome!!!
noob... whats going on with my chart? why am i not dead yet? the mother in law is coming today, i should be dead?? or maybe i will die tomoz???
hope everyones ok?? sorry to spill all that out!!! xxxxxxxxx

 

[Helena_]

Sara- how old is josh?

 

[sarahkr]

Sara- how old is josh?

mornin you, josh will be 13 next month a TEENAGER lmao he's got a heart of gold, and he's very protective over me, he actually shouts at my mum lmao, when he goes to stay at theirs for the weekend, if she slags me off, he will gob at her dont know where he gets it from how are you hun? xxxx

 

[sarahkr]

helena hun. i dont know if you believe in psychic's but i went to see one a few months ago, she told me that josh was "sent" to me, as my guardian angel cos my life was spiraling out of control.... she mentioned drugs and alcohol, it was really mad, and she said the m/c i had was a little girl, and she's waiting in spirit "till the times right " to come back to me... hehehe freaky hey? it was all on tape, she talked about my mum and dad, so i made them listen to it, so i said to my mum, for your 60th birthday, thats my gift to you, i'm taking you to see her, and she agreed, i wanna her to hit her hard and make her realize what she has done!! xxxxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Morning all.

13dpo now. Temp gone down a little so i expect af today or tomorrow.

Im so close to my mum. I run my own business and she works with me and helps me. My dad died just before i was born so i think thats why we are so close.

Xxx

 

[sarahkr]

Morning all.

13dpo now. Temp gone down a little so i expect af today or tomorrow.

Im so close to my mum. I run my own business and she works with me and helps me. My dad died just before i was born so i think thats why we are so close.

Xxx

oh no, but caths went down, then shot back up hun is af due tomoz hun?
ahhh bless, sorry your dad died and you didn't get to meet him yeah, thats probably made you both alot closer hun xxxx

 

[cathgibbs]

Mine went down and went back up hun! Xxx

 

[sarahkr]

Mine went down and went back up hun! Xxx

cath hun, was just looking at your chart??? did FF get your ov day right hun?? or was it earlier??? xxxxx

 

[ece77]

Good morning ladies!

Susan - I envy you so! Waiting for the details of the concert!

Sarah - So happy you, DF and Josh are so happy after all those years. All you need now is your little girl coming to you when the time is right! Your chart's looking lovely btw.

MrsB - As it seems, there is still hope. Chin up until AF shows up

 

[cathgibbs]

No hun it was either cd16/17blol xxx