I didn't cry as much with the ectopic even though I lost a tube because I hadn't known I was pregnant even though I was further gone. With my missed miscarriage I had planned and got excited. My due date is August the 30th so I have booked a holiday because I can't bear just being sat at home thinking about it. I had prayed I would be pregnant before then. I had never considered that I would have fallen pregnant and lost again in that time.its such a huge help to talk to others who actually understand. I'm a big talker and if something is upsetting me I need to talk about it to make myself feel better but I think others are now sick of hearing about it and think I should be 'moving on' (yes I have been told this) b