afternoon ladies....
cmc... you are totally in the right to feel like that, my shit head brothers mrs just had a baby 3 days after my m/c, no one in my family knows we are trying, so my mum came round the other day, got her phone out and said ahhh look at the photos, i said "no your ok" i've seen some on facebook, my dad called me a nasty bitch!! i wish i could have just shouted at the top off my voice why i couldn't bare to look!!! so i had to look and i said yeah its a baby.... i'm so awful, he's my new nephew, its not his fault, i haven't even been to see him!! i had to walk round mothercare last week, looking at baby things
so i know how you feel... i'd be totally the same if andy went away, he's been my rock, but i only had a few days of happiness, not like you girls, i do really feel for you all, it must have been soooo hard, but i totally admire you all for comin on here, i actually feel like i shouldn't be on here
but i think your all lovely, and you have helped me... i know probably your all thinking i shouldn't be on here, but those few days of complete happiness were destroyed, and my oh doesn't like to talk about it, so i thought i would find someone who i could talk to.. so i did... even if you have made me even more bloody bonkers with this temping, i can actually laugh at myself now, and i hope you can laugh at me too!!!
i'll put my feeble chart up, if you want a proper laugh!!! just got to work out how to do it lol xxxxx
hope everyones ok xxxxxxx