Hurry up BFPs!!! We are ready when you are :-)

[Left wonderin]

Lol that's all of them then ! My OH askes " so what's the story with the smiley faces " when it's" there here " he knows he is in for trouble lol...... I agree by day 5 its oh no really again lol.... But needs must ! As for 30 days straight I really don't think I could !

 

[xxDreamxx]

See.... I didn't bother with that sex thing.... Hahaha I just went for an IUI an bypassed it altogether.

I am working a half day today as we see a new fertility Dr at my clinic this morning (my Ob/Gynae) no longer does fertility so she referred us to him. Oh I hope it goes well.

 

[Left wonderin]

Good luck with your appointment dream , keep us posted x

 

[lune_miel]

Where's Nina?

 

[sarahkr]

mornin ladies...
hope all is well left wonderin, my oh is exactly the same... as soon as that smiley face smiles, he knows he has to go upstairs... lmao, but yeah seriously by day 4 it is like ffs... come on, lets get it over and done with, and my problem or his is by day 4 its NEVER quick, it starts taking longer... and he always says you've taken everything from me... lmfao, but i know we've gotta do it!! its sad really... but you gotta sacrifice to get what you want lol
yeah where is nina? wonder how shes gettin on? xxxxxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

I dont know where Nina is hiding but ive looked at her chart and she has had positive tests each day!!!!!

Xxx

 

[sarahkr]

I dont know where Nina is hiding but ive looked at her chart and she has had positive tests each day!!!!!

Xxx

lol, she's hiding... its not where's wally, its where's nina lol, so she got her bfp? ooh i wonder if she's ok? thats a bit strange how you doing hun? xxxxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Im sure she will be back soon. Looks like she has her bfp!

Im ok thanks. Cd5 now. Ive bought digital opks! So all prepared now. How r u? X

 

[sarahkr]

Im sure she will be back soon. Looks like she has her bfp!

Im ok thanks. Cd5 now. Ive bought digital opks! So all prepared now. How r u? X

i'm ok hun, just plodding along, waiting till sunday.. see if af comes? she'll probably mess me around but its my own fault for not waiting....
i'm not testing, as i really dont think i need to, i mean i'd love my bfp, but if i'm not, i'd be happy with af on time if you get me xxxxxxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Yes i understand. I felt the same. Now im on a new cycle i feel im putting pressure on myself for a bfp xxx

 

[lune_miel]

DH said I shouldn't just expect to get a BFP first time TTC again. But I feel like I figured it out the last time so if I just follow the same formula it will happen right away. Don't want to set myself up for disappointment. Happy to be CD2 today.

 

[xxDreamxx]

Hi Girls,

Well we saw our new Fertility Specialist this morning and he is sending me for another 101 blood tests including the retesting of my ovarian reserve which I am most nervous about as it was over a year ago (maybe closer to 2 when it was last tested).

He has recommended we do IVF - ICSI rather than IUI due to my Ovarian Reserve being low, Hubby's low sperm count and the miscarriage. He did peeve me off a little suggesting that it was down to my egg quality that caused the miscarriage and obvious chromosome issues. If it's down to Triploidy (and I don't know for sure yet) - then it's not down to the age of the mother - it's a random event. agggggh!!!! I am sick of feeling like a prehistoric dinosaur. YES, dammit...I should have done this in my 20's but back then, no clinic would have gone near me as I was even more overweight than I am now. ..... VENT OVER

Anyway, I am over the BMI for IVF....by about 12kg.... so he said if I could show a conscious effort to lose as much as poss in the next 6 weeks. So....failing arm amputation...I am aiming for 6kg)

He was actually a nice guy and knew his stuff (besides the comment about the miscarriage)....

Anyway, nothing is going to happen until we have been for the tests and the counselling session which is currently booked out until August... so we may sneak a few attempts in at home. He has put me on a drug called DHEA so I started that tonight - it's meant to help with egg quality.

So all in all, I feel sad.... optimistic and SCARED AS HELL!

How are you all?

NINA - Where are you hon? We miss you!!!!!

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

Lune miel....i feel exactly the same. Hoping for another bfp. I think im going to be extremely disappointed. Yipee for u on cd2! X

Susan - im sorry u have to go through all this but it will be worth it when u hold a new born healthy baby. At least u are on the road now and are getting help. Its hard waiting especially when u feel like a dinosaur and want to get the process done asap. The time will pass and u will get your baby. We will be here to support u. X

 

[sarahkr]

susan- its better to get the right treatment etc hun, i know it will be hard, but just think if anything went wrong again
lune- fx'd crossed hun
mrsb- wtf is my ff chart saying? its saying implantation on 8 dpo??? how's it get that information? i dont understand, what cos i was slightly hotter that day?? we're having a bloody heat wave... does it not count the weather??? xxxxxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

I dont know hun. I cant see your chart. Surely implantation is a dip in temp i think. It is rather hot at thd moment compared to normal, im loving it xxx

 

[sarahkr]

I dont know hun. I cant see your chart. Surely implantation is a dip in temp i think. It is rather hot at thd moment compared to normal, im loving it xxx

yeah there was a dip on 8 dpo, then a rise the next morning, witch was 8dpo sunday, then it raised monday???? i just dont get it, went down slightly tues, then slightly up today??? ooohhh me thinks i'm adding lots of confusion in my tiny little brain xxxxxx

 

[MrsBroodyPant]

I sometimes get dips in my chart and bfn, so try not to read too much into it. I didbt get an implantation dip when i got bfp. But u never know!!! X

 

[sarahkr]

I sometimes get dips in my chart and bfn, so try not to read too much into it. I didbt get an implantation dip when i got bfp. But u never know!!! X

i aint got a friggin clue what i am doing, i'm just reading what its saying, the only thing i do is enter the temp at 7.00am, cervix etc and thats it lol... i just so happened to look down the bottom and saw that? i was like wtf? does it know something i dont?? you feel implantation xxxxx

 

[Nina83]

Hello Lovelies, I'm right here!
I've been trying not to share much these past few days because I'm very anxious/nervous.
I went to my doctor on Sunday and he was very happy for me, he did say I shouldn't have tested so early though, it only makes me even more anxious. He was so reassuring, and told me that if a second line showed up, I'll get a positive beta, and we'll see each other again in 3 weeks.
Then next day, off I ran to test (stupid me, at 11 dpo... what did I expect?) 7 HCG. It's better than nothing, but I was hoping for higher. I was in tears the whole day thinking that it was higher, or else how did the HPT pick anything up? It MUST have started to go down.
Yesterday I got a much darker second line and felt better, this morning, lighter, but it resembles more of a line than the smudges I've been getting. Plus, I read that I've been reading too much, POAS way to much and just worrying too much.
sticks have different sensitivities, and a line is a line.
I still have symptoms, fatigue, cramps, bloating, and am having another beta tomorrow, and hoping for higher numbers.
I was also at my acupuncturist and she told me my heart rate felt more like a pregnancy one than AF.
AF is supposed to arrive today or tomorrow, my temps are still high, cervix high and hard, bit of a creamy-ish CM. I'm hoping for the best.
My doctor told me- stop worrying, you don't get all the bad luck.
I need to stop worrying and start looking forward to a 7 week scan! I need to think that right now I'm pregnant, and that's what matters.

We're going away for the weekend, so I'll be MIA again...
I'm going to read everyone's posts now- lot's to catch up on!

 

[sarahkr]

Hello Lovelies, I'm right here!
I've been trying not to share much these past few days because I'm very anxious/nervous.
I went to my doctor on Sunday and he was very happy for me, he did say I shouldn't have tested so early though, it only makes me even more anxious. He was so reassuring, and told me that if a second line showed up, I'll get a positive beta, and we'll see each other again in 3 weeks.
Then next day, off I ran to test (stupid me, at 11 dpo... what did I expect?) 7 HCG. It's better than nothing, but I was hoping for higher. I was in tears the whole day thinking that it was higher, or else how did the HPT pick anything up? It MUST have started to go down.
Yesterday I got a much darker second line and felt better, this morning, lighter, but it resembles more of a line than the smudges I've been getting. Plus, I read that I've been reading too much, POAS way to much and just worrying too much.
sticks have different sensitivities, and a line is a line.
I still have symptoms, fatigue, cramps, bloating, and am having another beta tomorrow, and hoping for higher numbers.
I was also at my acupuncturist and she told me my heart rate felt more like a pregnancy one than AF.
AF is supposed to arrive today or tomorrow, my temps are still high, cervix high and hard, bit of a creamy-ish CM. I'm hoping for the best.
My doctor told me- stop worrying, you don't get all the bad luck.
I need to stop worrying and start looking forward to a 7 week scan! I need to think that right now I'm pregnant, and that's what matters.

We're going away for the weekend, so I'll be MIA again...
I'm going to read everyone's posts now- lot's to catch up on!

congrats nina xxxxxx