i officially hate af :)

[lilesMom]

I'm sure I hve lots of company in this
But I just wanted a little rant before I go back to
Being upbeat and saying maybe next month
And better bfn and af than mc
I hate it
I hate it
I hate it
It sucks and I want to be preg yesterday.
( a little foot stamping may hve occured here too)

Ok
Few deep breaths and back to positive thinking
I hope

 

[Velathria]

I totally agree... especially when you have two af's in one month

 

[lilesMom]

Double the suckiness
No fair xxx

 

[ttcn15]

OMG I hate her too! And she is so mean, every month she gives me horrible but really horrible cramps and a heavy flow for the first 2 days.

And the last month I did not want her to visit anymore! I want a baby!!!

 

[ttcn15]

*last months

 

[mrs.green2015]

Me too!
How have you been?
I'm on cd 3 but I have an appointment Monday with the doc to see what I haven't been ovulating.

 

[lilesMom]

OMG I hate her too! And she is so mean, every month she gives me horrible but really horrible cramps and a heavy flow for the first 2 days.

And the last month I did not want her to visit anymore! I want a baby!!!

Me too!!!!
Lots of dust hon xxx

 

[lilesMom]

Me too!
How have you been?
I'm on cd 3 but I have an appointment Monday with the doc to see what I haven't been ovulating.

Glad u hve ur dc app now hon xx
Hope it goes well for u
And gets u ur bub xxx
I've been alright really.
But pretty sure I had a really early chemical last cycle
And af arrived this cycle
But apart from ttc I'm good 😊
Hopefully this cycle for us all
I'm cd 1 today xx
So we r close

 

[Velathria]

I don't even know where I am in my cycle so that really sucks. And I know how you feel Ttcn15... I just finally want to be pregnant.

 

[lilesMom]

Do u hve irregular cycles velathria?
Must make it even more annoying
Hugs
Do u do opks? Xx
I only did them last month
To confirm to times.
It was spot on to what I thought
So I wont do them now for a few months
I'll go back to them if I don't get preg soon.
They r great for finding ov though
But they make me focus more on ttc
And I'm already too focused on it 😊

 

[Velathria]

I usually have very regular cycles .. maybe a day difference but regular but this month is all over the place.. don't know what's going on. Waiting on another af to go from that because the second bleeding was weird.. it was two days slight bleeding and then 4 days spotting very lightly. ..
And I have been using opk but last month it didn't find anything around the usual time.

Now I'm out...

 

[lilesMom]

Aw hugs xxx
Last month my af was three days late
I'm never late for usually.
I got a shadow of a line on hpt twice.
Then bfn but no AF.
Drove me crazy overthinking.
Its horrible when af messes with us xxx
Could u maybe hve ov way later
Or missed the surge?
Hope u get back to normal and then preg soon xxx

 

[Velathria]

I think I either had a annovulatory cycle or ovulated super early... whish makes sense that I got my AF after 16 days... I was weirdly horny shortly after my first period so I could've ovulated then ... either way..

So you think you had a chemical pregnancy maybe? Sounds like it.

I just want to finally get pregnant... I've had it with ttc. It sucks and I want to finally have my baby.

I hope we all can finally put ttc in the past... cause this is the worst.

 

[Velathria]

Oh I just noticed you are also from Ireland xD finally someone from where I live ^^

 

[lilesMom]

Yeah sounds like maybe early alright hon xx
Hope ur back to regular now xx

Yeah I think I did but couldn't get it confirmed
Cos had the lines Friday.
Was gonna go to doc on Mon.
But was back to bfn and af then .
Prob better off not knowing ��

Hve u lived here long? ��
I'm not a major fan of the Irish ttc sites.
There is nicer support on here.
Sometimes the Irish threads seem to get a bit touchy very easily.

 

[Velathria]

Yeah I tried the rollercoaster.ie but that page was horrible and I feel like you have to he on there long to get any reaction and they don't answer your questions. I think bnb is the only one I've found that has nice people on it.

I've lived here for a half a year now and don't really have a lot of friend's yet. And it be great to have someone who is also ttc.

 

[lilesMom]

Its hard to make friends as an adult mom
Everyone assumes u hve enough already
I lost contact with a lot of mine when I left work.
My little guy isn't in school yet so not many avenues for new friends.

Unfortunately we r still ttc
Heading for a year and a half now
Since started trying
Two mc and probable chemical along the way

I'm cd 3 today but I got the pain I normally get for ov.
Took an opk and its not pos
But a fairly dark line
Gonna keep doing them
Something funky is afoot ��

How u doin xx

 

[Velathria]

My son isnt in school either.. well he is in playschool but there are some weird people in that playschool haven't found anyone that I connect with.
And it's true.. I think as soon as they know you have one then you aren't worth their time lol.

Oh wow that is pretty long. Have you been to the doctor yet? I hear that ireland is changing something about the fertility law or something and that it's best to get put on the list as fast as possible.

I think I am ovulating today but not sure. I have used up all my opks and last month was all screwed. Don't think I ovulated and I want to just see this month what happens... like if my cycle is back to normal and me and DH are doing it everyday, so we don't miss the window. We have been trying now for 6 month's with nothing happening. No CP or MC.. it's like nothing is working.

Quick question: have you ever used preseed or something like it?

 

[lilesMom]

I've been told u make new friends when kids go to school.
But we will see if that happens ��
My lil guy has special needs
So his school will be 40 ish mins away.
So not sure how it will go ��
But its a good school

We hve been referred to preg loss clinic.
I haven't had trouble getting preg really as such
Just staying preg.
Still waiting for appointment but hve been told could be 6 months or more
Its been 3 months ish since referral.

I'm gonna order more opk
Wasn't gonna dothem this month.
But things r gone a bit wonky so I will ��

Where are u originally from?
Do u miss home?
Or is Ireland home now xx

I've never used pressed
But hve heard of people having sucess with it alright .
Def don't use normal lube.
But I'm guessing u know that since ur talking about pressed ��

 

[Velathria]

Yeah you usually go make friends but the women there aren't really interested I think. Ah ok.. referrals take forever here lol

I'm originally from Germany and I only miss my family but ireland is our home now. My DH is from here so we moved. My son took it really well. He is such a champ.

Did you have problems with getting pregnant with your first? I didnt. I got pregnant with him so quick and now this is taking forever.. it's so weird. Hope your referral comes through soon.

I would like to try the preseed but can't find it anywhere. Neither in the chemist or other stores.