BBT was down from 97.7 (the last two days) to 96.7 this morning. I tested using a dollar store cheapie and not surprisingly got a
. If
doesn't fly in by Saturday, I will
again but I am not very confident anymore as the only symptom I appear to be having now is nausea. Just came from the bathroom and I have more EWCM but it was tinged with blood looked like to me. So, I thing
is coming tomorrow or even later today. This will mean I will have to start counting my first day of spotting as my first day of menstruating as my doctor said may be the case since I sometimes spot/bleed for nine days a month (five days spotting; two days of medium to heavy flow; two more days of spotting) and it could just indicate that I am a slow menstrater. i wish I could just bleed and be done but what are ya gonna do, right? If I had counted the first day of spotting last month it would put me at starting today. Also, if I use my old period tracker I used for 13 months, even with putting the first day of heavy flow, 28 days would be today so i don't know why even IT says I have 6 days to go. bunch of bs really; since I wasn't doing OPK right for the first two weeks, I may be had a positive result and didn't know it until the day I tested positive which may have been the trail end. Even though I was having
every day and should have been full of
when I O'ed I must have missed a day or am just not meant to have anymore babies. A few years ago I was told the issues I have with my menstrual cycle could be from being premenopausal so i fear I might be out of luck. Also, fiance's mother had a hard time conceiving, his brother had to adopt but neither he nor I are sure what the cause was. it might be an issue with the men in his family.
I just find it so frustrating that the first two times I got pregnant I was so unprepared and not expecting it and now i am ready and we want a child and I may not be able to. Ok, I am going to have chocolate now.