Congrats Lolly on being PUPO
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Enjoy your rest as much as possible xx try not too worry too much about the other Embies... Most importantly you have 2 healthy ones in you... Focus all your energy and thought into them... Sounds like Transfer went well! (honestly i find the transfer the worse, too much fiddiling and messing around...) But it all goes through the window when the Embies are put in... So exciting!!
Tinks- Not long left for you hun.. cant believe how fast time has flown.. Your in my prayers xx
Annie- Stimming already! wow again its all going super fast for you lovlies xx sorry for your bad experience during the US.. the memories do flood back.. but hopefully this is the winner
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and no more nasty scans...
Also thanks for your kind words.. Yeah a few weeks ago i was in a dark dark place that i just couldnt get out of... and frankly im sick of being sick and down... This is the situation im in.. Its a little shitty... but hey life doesnt stop for no one.. so i have to keep going...
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everyones support means so much to me xx
T4B and Gill- Hope you girls are doing great...Gill regarding twins
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i dream about twins 24/7 that would be my ultimate dream come true.. but at this stage of my life i will be happy with anything...
Welcome Katie- if your scroll back into this thread You see highs lows.. tears and laughter its been a long journey for each and every one of us.. its a very cosy thread in here.. and many of us have been with each other from the start... In regards to a 5DT NOTHING ever goes to plan with IVF the days and dates keep changing... You just have to have an open mind and 'go with the flow' My story isnt very good... We found out last Year that my husband has very very low sperms border line ZERO, and the only way we can have babies is with IVF... long story short in March and June did FRESH IVFS both Negative... Doctor has NO reasons why its a no and told me keep trying.. its a luck game in her eyes... I pray your journey is much quicker than mine, You will feel at home in here
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Ask away if you have more questions..
AFM I went for my 2nd Therapy today she taught me how to be in control of situations. we did a few role plays etc etc.. but she did say something to me that Hurt me a little.. she asked me 'do i want to be a mother so i feel i am needed?' or do i want to be a mother...? I said to her i want a baby to love and to care for and to complete me?? she said that i come across needy and controlling? and maybe i want a baby to control and so its needy on me
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I told her If i didnt want to be a mother so badly why am i going through treatment after treatment?? i said every women wants to be a mom! its a natural URGE... Than she says thats not always case i know many couples without kids that live a lovely life... (thats when i thought even she does not get me!) I think she knew she hit a sensitive spot and we moved on...
I told my husband about what she said.. and he said shes a Doctor maybe she had a point??
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So i yelled at him and said if i just want a baby so i feel like im NEEDED!! I will fill my house with cats and dogs if i want to be needed... I told him 2 sessions is enough and im done with her... He told me he has seen a big change in me and wants me to do at least 1 more... I told him I will just to show him im making changes... Maybe im being too sensitive ladies? who knows... in her room she has 3 beautiful children in a frame.. (again i think as shes has not been on this rollercoaster that I am going through she does not understand this rush that runs through my body day in and out to be a mom??) my homework this week is to do a vision board and not too much emphasis on Babies... I think I will cut out every beautiful baby there is in all the Magazines I have.. and just cover my vision board
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I will be lying to her otherwise.. Thats all I want is a Family....
I think I have waffled on.. Also im back to work next week
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feeling much better and re-freshed.. and I have missed the money ALOT..
Enjoy your evenings ladies x
fingers and toes for you all in your 2ww xxxxxx