Hi girls,
Having a bad day today - sad doesn't even cover it! I took a HPT this morning and it was negative. Fair enough - I binned it, got on with my day. I've had AF cramping all day and my boobs are huge, but my CP is still not where it should be for AF so I'm not expecting her anytime today and possibly not tomorrow. Anyway, I logged on to Facebook when I got home and saw that a woman in my group just got her BFP. I don't want to get personal, but she's had problems and hasn't been able to carry to term, although she hasn't had any problems actually getting pregnant. Now I feel really awful for not being happy for her, but I'm feeling so down and miserable since seeing her post. You all probably think I'm awful for not being happy, and probably think I'm a bit selfish too - that's ok, I think it about myself today - but I really wanted the chance to show off my BFP next.
Anyway, I'm going to lurk around for a bit, try and cheer myself up. Sorry for being such a downer!
Hope you all had better days than me.
x x x