I am 35weeks pregnant and have just started my maternity leave I am really, really struggling with my hormones and mood swings. Yesterday i completely flipped out (this has been happening most weekends lately perhaps because of working all week and crash and burning at the weekend) and i was ranting and raving as soon as i got up. I said some REALLY, REALLY terrible things to my partner and i feel so guilty. My son went off to his dads so i didnt get chance to be 'normal' and apologise before he left either. I am just so confused and feel so guilty. I dont feel i have fully bonded with my bump (as i have been working full time, keeping things 'as they were' etc), i am worried about how my son is coping with the thoughts of being a big brother after being an only child for so long (13yrs) and im really worrying about how i am going to feel when my baby is born. Will i bond with him, will i love him the same as my other son? (I feel so sad and guilty for writing that) I know the above probably sounds really bad and i am embarrassed to write it here but i want to know that this will pass and im not the only person feeling so low? Damn hormones....i HATE them!