. So you can just imagine how upset I was that women can just have kids and complain and put kids up for adoption or abortion because they feel they are too young etc and you have us sitting here going through so much hell just to get pregnant. Even my other friend was competiting with me. Once she gotten pregnant, her whole personality changed towards me like she was better than me, she kpet throwing it in my face that its easy for her to get pregnant etc. But once she reached 2 months pregnant, her baby daddy left her and he wasnt even there for the delivery. She is pretty much raising the kid by herself and he came 3 times to see the baby and the baby is almost 3 months this month. She had also stopped talking to me because of her situation but now we are back on good terms. Even my sister getting pregnant easily. She has an 8 yr old daughter (oct. 14th), 9 month old son (dec. 16th), and she is due to give birth to a baby girl november 26th?!!! Yes she got pregnant 3 months after giving birth can you believe it. All i know is that we are going to be strong parents because when we get pregnant and have our children, it will be the best time EVER!!!
. I tell you some females need to mature up and be responsible. Little girls are getting pregnant and older women are acting immature and getting pregnant and nothing is changing. Im not going to rush anything. Im still young, turning 22 in december, and i am married. So i know that we are doing everything we got to do. We are going to the doctor and we are going to handle the situation. There's no competing over here because I just think thats plain old dumb.
we look sooo young but when people get to know us their like oh my goodness you guys are so mature for your age. They call us old souls 
I tried to tell her but some people have to learn on their own. I think he will come around after a DNA test. The reason why they broke up was because he caught her going to her ex house at night. He had left work early and his friend was dropping him off home and thats when he spotted her car. They followed her and there she was talking to him and everything so now he suspects her ex could be the father. I tell you the things she get herself into.
But after awhile, I get up and start doing what i need to do. I got to do laundry too. Well finish doing the laundry. CD6 for me and it looks like AF is going to leave either today or tonight so im happy for that. Now cant wait until i get this job and get this medical form faxed off so i can go see my ob/gyn
Arrived at 4:30am! I'm happy because that means my cycles are becoming regular! I had a 32 day cycle, so I'm right on track. Now we can start over! I'm not gonna get crazy this time and test too early. There's no point. I say that now. LOL. I started brown spotting yesterday....that's not considered cd1 right? It really came on this morning.
Breastfeeding is awesome when it comes to weight loss because it burns so many calories!
I have to clean up myself but i havent started yet. I will soon though. And no more OPK testing for me until I go to the doctor.
atleast now we can put our mind at ease knowing that we are safe. He even gave us stickers to put up so it can make thieves think twice about coming to break into our house. Also still waiting for TSA to get through the bankground check and after that I will be working So we are going to fax the medical papers off today and then pretty much wait for everything to clear. Then when next AF starts, we are going to buy a box of the FR fertility tests and take the test on cd3. If the results are the same, then I will schedule an appt with doctor. Either way, I am going to schedule an appt because i have to get a check up for this year anyways. Everything is going good for us right now. I was thinking about that psychic that said im going to get male advice (im thinking thats going to be my ob/gyn) in a few months and not long after we will concieve most likely a boy. Thats what she said. So im thinking she pretty much saying im going to go to the doctor, he's going to find out the issue, he will fix it and then we will concieve a boy after. Now its looking like her prediction, is in the process of being correct but we shall see. She said within these 4-8 months. And im already on month 2 next month will be month 3 and i should get everything done in that month, AF, testing with fertility test, doc appt etc and then month 4 will probably be a test run so lets see if i concieve a november (my dad's birth month) or december baby. Im thinking if i concieve in december (my & my mom's birth month), then the baby will be born in september not too far after DH's birthday so that would be a gift to both of us.
