Speak of the devil.
I am soooooooo sorry Nat - I really, really thought this was your month. I am feeling really down now, but nothing compared to how you must be feeling. So sorry.
I think you and Mr Nat should book yourselves a wee 'conception-moon' over your ovulation period in January, to beat the winter blues and to give it a good try.
Please keep smiling Missus - thinking of you. Cx