Awwwh, Ink that's not fair. You have given it your best, and as you say, you can relax and spend quality time without constant thoughts of ttc. Such a shame though. Enjoy whatever comes next and we hope to see you on here from time to time.
Well, ladies, I thought I was out this month - had ovulation pains several hours before meeting up with Mr W (after he'd been away for a week, so no rumpy pumpy). Made sure we did the deed that night, around 9 hours after ov pains... Thought we'd missed the egg, but made the most of holiday naughtiness anyway! Tested this morning and got a very definite BFP. Only tested to rule it out as I had no symptoms and hate the waiting... I'm terrified to get excited, but also very excited to have another chance!
Archie will be 2 years and 2 months old... Baby is due around my birthday - start of August. Doctors said they'd scan me at 5 weeks after my miscarriage, but am nervous about that too as its so early and there won't be much to see. I'm trying to be positive, but don't think I could cope with another loss.
In the meantime, Archie keeping me busy! He is being a proper little monkey... Still not sleeping, taking major tantrums if I leave a room (proper little mummy's boy) and making me feel awful every time I leave him with childminder... But part of that is that I'd rather spend day with him than go to work! He is so much fun and has lots of presence!
Ahhh... Happy thoughts or scared thoughts?! I just don't know! Thank goodness for you ladies! I am not telling anyone (except 'virtual' friends) until 12 weeks... And even then we still have the detailed scan to go away for on the mainland to check for heart problems. Its going to be a long pregnancy (I hope)!