Ladies.
I'm so depressed I'm sick. No IUI this time went al that way over for a 2hr drive an didnt get to do it.
Can't explain right now as just to updet to.
Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry .
I'll try to explain WHY so depressed, sad an so sick. We was planning doing our IUI this morning & my DH has never ever had issues with doing his thing before but this time was a no go at all. He just couldn't do anything at all no where even getting his job done. I know he tried but when he told me he just couldn't I just broke down an started crying. I said well have to forget this cycle and guess it be a bust. I even asked our RE to do a ultrasound see if I ovulated yet an he said NO WAY . I'm just so depressed things looks no + for a pregnancy this time. Now our RE nurse said for us to try an bd this evening if can but I just don't know if I can even do any bdn't for now. I've been very upset n doing nothing but crying. I feel like a failer an here we missed this cycle.
This just suxs so much this time. I wanted so bad too get this IUI done an hope maybe just maybe give my DH a gift for his birthday telling him I'm pregnant but oh no will not get too. Way I feel right now not sure if do a cycle for Janurary or not.
My DH sit me down an had a talk with me in our bedroom saying he was so sorry he couldn't do anything an he knows how important it was to do his thing but he just couldn't so he asked me when AF would be due and said maybe this next cycle we do it but I told him right now just don't know if will by the way feeling. He also said to me if it's in the middle of week might be better but I told him just wait to see if AF shows an then I'll count up the days an see then. Just right now I'm so depressed, sad an sick in stomach just can't think straight or even thing of doing another cycle. Maybe this feeling pass in a day or so but for now just so down about missing this cycle I'm hurting. I feel like my heart is breaking in certain ways knowing this maybe a bust plus our RE will only do 2 more cycles an that is it.
Should I ask for blood work to check making sure I ovulate or not? I just don't know if should call see if can have my blood drawn to make sure ovulated but just don't know if should as it would be Christmas eve I think..
Is this a normal feeling?
I've never felt this bad before.