Evening ladies...
Alcio we all get our hopes up even when its been pretty much clarified its not going to happen, I always fall for it and then probably end up delayin af due to convincing myself...DOH, Im that sad that i even 'dream wish' for our nursery bits etc, Its crazy but Ive done it since I was a young teenager and cant help it, one day itll be my turn to go shopping for it all...lol
Thanks for all your well dones on the weight, it was blooming hard especially with xmas and the fact that Im ashamed to say Im a smoker too so had to knock that on the head too, keep failing at that one but have done another 5 days now so fingers crossed, its just soooo hard I hate the ciggies but then I fall down on the food so i think sod it Ill have a cig instead of a biscuit but hey it shouldnt be like that so fingers crossed I want our baby so they have to go, its just depressing as you feel like your putting yourself through all this extra stress for something thats not going to happen anyway iykwim!!
Hope fully it'll all be worth it, Im scared tho as not done much else to prepare and then im reading all sorts on here about food, perfume, plug ins... argghhhhh I think Im going to just have to take first shot 'as me' before winding myself up completely then take it from there if it doesnt work.
Has anyone actually fallen first time IVF with out going ott and changing everything about their life?... just so I know if its a complete no before I even start...
right of for my daily stint on the treadmill as Ive put a good few pounds on in the last couple of weeks just getting comfortable again and its gotta stop!!...lol back shortly.... xx
as ttc since we were told we had to have ICSI so the pressure has been off. Now I'm stressing again. I tell you what if I could get hold of mother nature I'd 
We all have that little hope.
The only problem is he works away a lot and so i'll end up having to do them myself anyway.
