Jessie's Journey

[Teeny Weeny]

Great news. I hear lots of women getting BFPs after this procedure.
I see you have joined another thread I'm on. xx

 

[jessieles]

well, i feel like i can relax a bit now, the ovarian drilling was worrying me as i didnt fit the criteria.

I have indeed, its nice to have a group of people who actually understand how it feels!

 

[fairyy]

This is good news Jess.

It feels so good to see you relaxed and calm.

 

[PrincessTaz]

I must admit I was a little baffled about the ovarian drilling! I had the lap and dye and it's not too bad and I felt fine after a few days, maybe just a little sore. I also got my bfp after although on clomid too but I think that helped and also heard lots of other women say the same.

I think your attitude is great, sometimes a break away from all the stress of actively ttc is much needed. I really hope with the lap and dye and being more relaxed you do get that sticky bfp x

 

[jessieles]

Thanks girls, its a nice feeling, dh said to me yesterday we need to bd tomoro as fertile time begins, and i hadnt even thort about it!

Taz- oooh thats good to know, im actually looking forward to getting it done as im praying itll help!

 

[jessieles]

I am back from London, had a fab time.

I really haven't thort about ttc, I have no idea what day I am on, I think its about cd14 today. we have had sex 3 times so far, once back last weekend, once on weds and once yesterday, I think I shud b o'ing about tomorrow but I haven't had any pains n we have no plans to bd tonight. I dunno what has happened to my brain but I think im officially done with it all. im numb about ttc, maybe this is what I need!

 

[jessieles]

So it hit me today that im in part 2 of the tww and Ive not even realised. I had the worst pains for 3 days afta ovulation, im wondering if ive hyperovulated again. but im just glad that the stress of clomid will be over in a week!

 

[TinyLynne]

Wow! You are already in the TWW again?? That seems quick! Glad it's flying by for you! When do you test?

 

[jessieles]

I am in the tww, due on in 5 days. I have no plans to test. We have bd 3 or 4 times the whole month.

I actually feel happier than I have in 2 years, I dont know why, I have hand on heart reached the point of being done with it all. Last night me and dh booked the trip of a lifetime, used all our savings on a week in new york just before xmas. Ive finally taken every1s advice and stopped putting my life on hold. My clomid is now finished, I know I have my lap and dye in around 4 weeks but apart from that I have no plans to have sex when i dont want too, to opk, Im quite gladly stopping it all now. Im just gonna go with the flow!

 

[TinyLynne]

That sounds wonderful Jess! That is absolutely the way to go. Don't put your life on hold! You are going to have such a great time in NYC!!!

 

[mirandaprice]

I'm glad to hear you're not feeling stressed about it anymore!

A week in NY right before Christmas sounds wonderful! I love NY around that time of year, it's always so beautiful with all the decorations!

 

[PrincessTaz]

I'm glad that after everything you finally feel in a good place. A trop to NY around Christmas sounds absolutely amazing! You will have an awesome time! X

 

[Babylove100]

Ah so glad to hear you sounding so happy and stress free!!! Sounds like the perfect plan to me and I don't think I'll be too far behind you. I'm sure the stress of opks and timing bd don't help things, going with the flow sounds much more fun!!

And wow, that trip sounds amazing! Good for you!!!x

 

[jessieles]

Thanks girls. It sure is nice not feeling teary all the time!

 

[jessieles]

So I started spotting today and even though all month Ive hardly thought of ttc, its made me really sad. I suppose its hit me that I spent all that money to get clomid, pinning all my hopes on it, got my bfp 1st cycle, miscarried and here I am with no bfp and clomid has finished. I cant quite believe clomid hasnt worked for me since. I wonder why it did on the 1st cycle and not since. But im determined to keep positive and not let myself slip down in that depression again! So onto my lap and dye it is! I just wonder as theyve mentioned no more clomid, will i go back to not ovulating?

 

[TinyLynne]

I've heard that femara has helped people who didn't succeed on Clomid, maybe they can try that?

 

[jessieles]

Still feeling really sad today. Ive decided to use the blood form I have left from last month to have my bloods done this month instead, that way I can find out if I ovulate now without clomid. Today is the first cd2 with no clomid! My friend has given me 2 months of hers, but Im gonna use them after my lap and dye incase my obgyn wont give me any more. I have read all about Femara too, i'll mention that at my next appt. I think id feel happier if i had a date for my lap and dye because now im just waiting and feel like im back at square 1. They said i should recieve a date anytime now. Taking forever!

 

[mirandaprice]

Could you call them up and inquire about a date?

 

[jessieles]

Ive tried but they just say you should have a letter soon

 

[TinyLynne]

That's so irritating Jess! I'm so sorry you are putting up with that! It's 2015! We don't wait for snail mail anymore! Lol. We need answers!