@Kiwiberry sorry for the BFNs, it sounds like you’re having a rough time! You definitely don’t mince your words but honesty is important and you’ve always been a supportive part of this group. I hope you’ll be around in the July group if AF shows?
@NightFlower I do see something on there!!
Thank you love
. I was really having a hard time and most of it was in real life and outside of BnB. It's like sometimes life just piles it on ya know and at first you don't know quite how to handle it. That was what I was going through and then my anxiety disorder obviously does not help one bit. I wake up with panic attacks at least 1-2 times a week and then the other times it's just super bad anxiety that makes me shake, and nauseous. There is no lingering thoughts in my head to cause this when I wake up, I guess it's just part of it. I want to seek help for it, but everytime I try, I get to the first appointment, then feel like crap after about it and never go back. Then I realize that they might want to get me hooked on all those anit anxiety meds, which I def don't want to do, I've seen it ruin lives. So I am at a loss on how to cope. I've dealt with this all my life and you'd think I'd know how by now but I don't, still a struggle every day all day.
I just really appreciate the kind words, it really does help me get out of my head.
Aw
@thencomesbebe I'm so sorry that happened. So cruel! Hope you're doing OK.
@josephine3 they are great lines! Congratulations.
@jellybeanxx and
@NightFlower good luck with the testing! Fingers crossed for some lines!!
I haven't been on in a while but I got my bfp last week, making me 5 weeks pg today. I've been afraid to jinx anything and say it out loud or let myself believe it could be real! Because of my loss in April I was prescribed baby aspirin and progesterone. But I've had some spotting today.. absolutely terrified!!
Congratulations on your
!!!!!
Second, try not to stress. I actually had spotting around 6-7 weeks in 2 of my pregnancies, scared the crap out of me, but went on to have healthy babies, so I hope this is the case for you because spotting can be very normal and very common.
Smu again think I can see something faint hope it's not just me. Can any of you lovely ladies see it?
I for sure see that!!!!!!!!!! OMG I am so freaking excited for you!!!!
@Suggerhoney I am so sorry AF hit you, but I bet it feels good for you except the extra bleeding. Once that's over, you can try again. I am so excited for you. I sometimes think I want you to be pregnant more than you do
. You're such a sweety, and I really appreciate how much you cared. It meant a lot to me. keep your head up, you got this.