Sorry ladies had to vent some where, just has a really crappy Christmas. Still no little bubba and got asked to be God parent again for the fourth time on Christmas Day! Don't know how I am going to be able to stand at the front of the Church with someone else's child knowing the chances of ever standing there with one of my own doesn't seem very likely. Again sorry I know it's not easy for all of us and tomorrow will be a new day and it will get easier once the holidays is over. lots and lots of to all of you.