For 2 months after it happened i was a total wreck. I never left my house and lost 34 pounds. While i still cry sometimes I can now think of Sophia with a smile, even though i lost her i am so happy i had her for the small time i did. She was beautiful and so perfect.yay!!!!!! i have felt sick since yesterday! nice to finally feel pregnant lol. yeah it was really really hard on me. i started bleeding one day and went to the hospital and next thing i know they tell me im 6cm dilated/membranes ruptured. i thought there was some mistake.. didn't understand how i could be 6cm dilated and not be in any pain. That is part of incompetent cervix.. your cervix will open and youll be half way into labor without even noticing. I didn't feel contractions until 2 hours after i was 6cm dilated. i delievered at 11 pm that night and Sophia passed in my arms at 1 am.
thank you for sharing it with us 
My heart just breaks for what you had to go through. I'm so glad we live in an age where they can tell you what was the cause (IC) and monitor it to make sure you have peace of mind for this baby
i had to wait a week to go into hospital then i had her like you would a medically induced miscarraige and there was a 2 hr wait for a bed when i got there and there was a woman in going on about how she was having a termination it was awful! i got to hold her she was soo tiny oh didnt want to see her he wanted to remember her from her 11 week scan where she had hiccups and waved 
shes the only one we named even though we know the last one was a girl too.. x thank you honey. i was terrified that my doctors were gonna say i shouldn't get pregnant again, i could never carry to term or have a baby of my own. i honestly never even thought about ttc until i met with my new OB and he told me all about the cerclage and high risk care he would provide. That was when i grew obsessed with ttc. We were very very lucky to get pregnant again after 2 cycles. Really only 1 because my 1st cycle was annovulatory. I don't think ill ever be completely in peace and not worried for any pregnancy, until i hit 36 weeks. The worst part will be leading up too and during the time i had my last loss (23 weeks)
i didnt cry when i saw her i smiled the whole time as if she was full term and ok it was surreal x
x This is a totally new beginning with a totally forever outcome. 
I still feel I'll Yey! Lol had bad heart burn last night before bed and my bbs seem have to got really sore over night
And it's first thing in the morning. 
Now I'm just praying dh can keep it a secret for 2 "extra" days..
