Hi. I used to live in San Jose when I was a kid, and then moved up here to Vacaville in junior high. Been here off and on since.
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I'm going to start the soy today, cd1. I've read so many mixed reviews of when to start it. So I'm going to try it this way this month and if it doesn't work, then I may change it up next cycle. I think I will start tonight at bedtime with 100 mg.
My first husband and I are long divorced, its been 7 years now. The ex is my two sons father. We separated when my second child was about 2. And not long after that I filed for divorce.
I am now getting married- next month actually- to a guy I had a major crush on in high school. He didn't even know I existed back then. Lol. Funny how things turn on. We have been together for almost 2 years now. Anyhow, my new dh to be has two children of his own. One girl who just turned 8 and a little boy who just turned 3. They live with their mother in Colorado. And he hasn't seen them in about a year.
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I've always wanted a little girl, and that's what I'm hoping for. But whatever it is, I will be happy. Just got to get this darn baby making to work. Lol
My children don't know we're trying to conceive. My 16 year old lives with his dad now, so I don't think he will really be upset. But my 13 year old, is my baby. It may take him some time to get used to not being the center of attention. I don't plan to tell them until/if I become pg. I also haven't told my family either. They are so judgmental, and I really don't need their stress added to the stress of ttc. But of course if we are blessed with a pregnancy, I will tell them.
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I have a brother who is 10 years older than me, a sister who is 12 years older than me, a brother who is 16 years older than me and then a sister who is 19 years older than me. Kinda crazy. I really only grew up with my brother who is 10 years older and my sis who is 12 years older. The rest were all grown and out of the house by the time I was born. I don't see them much. They live on the east coast. I see we are similar with the sibling age differences. It's nice to meet someone else who understands the age gap.
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