Lookin for NTNP buddy. Just need to CHAT!

[Laura2806]

Our pictures are ready!!!!!! So friggin excited!!!

And yep just about going into TWW! Fxd for you hunni

Car sounds lush too! I drive a Mazda 3 and love it! We also have a citeron xsara Picasso as our passion wagon! Haha

Eeeeeks excited!!!! Xxx

 

[fairyy]

Pictures are ready. That's great. Wanna have a look at it Laura.

Corny, so u wanna that BMW. Wow. That seems to be a nice deal.

Btw no testing for me this time too. is making me save some HPTs.
cd29/15dpo here. Temperature dropped below the coverline. As expected I have started to spot. It will be full blown by evening. So count me out. But I am happy because I will be ovulating during long weekend and this will be our first month of TTC (if DH doesn't change his mind).

 

[MrsCorny]

The ten year old girl I babysit drew me a picture of a mommy and daddy penguin with a baby penguin today.... I want our baby "penguin"!! Lol I already told hubby when we have a baby, the baby room will be penguins theme- purple for a girl and green for a boy! I love penguins! Haha
Oh I hope he doesn't pull out this week! I'm so anxious to find out what he's gonna do!! Lol

 

[ica235]

Had my appointment this morning, they're going to put me to sleep to get a proper internal examination done as I couldn't hack it today! They used a speculum for a virgin and it still brought me to tears so he gave up pretty quick! While I'm asleep they're also going to give me a smear test and colposcopy as I had cin2/moderate dyskaryosis (pre cancerous cells) in my cervix when I was 21 and haven't had it checked since as my check up was due whilst I was pregnant and they fear I may have developed it again. Whilst they're in there if they think I need cutting and re stitching they'll do it there and then, if not they'll send me for sexual therapy and vaginal dilating sessions for 3 months.

Gonna take a few weeks/months til I get my letter with the date of it all though.

Got a positive opk with cramping and watery cm this afternoon so I'm torn. I know we shouldn't bd tonight as I'm so close to getting fixed now but I'm so desperate for our second little lump I want to give it a go tonight!! He doesn't think we should, he thinks we should wait... I know he's right... So I guess we're no longer ntnp/ttc until I'm sorted which will be I'm guessing a few more months. Hoping Christmas/new year we will be able to start ttc and ill be able to enjoy bd again!

I get so tearful talking about it I don't feel like a woman anymore, lost all my confidence, low self esteem, I feel unattractive and can't get in the mood

Sorry depressed venting lol
Hope everyone's ok!

 

[Laura2806]

I'll upload some when I can fairly, sorry the witch is on her way but yay for tTC next cycle

So cute mrsc! You'll have your penguin soon!

Ica I'm glad they're doing something and I hope they cut and stitch you, will be so much quicker and less painful I would have thought!

I know what you mean about being torn with what to do Hun, maybe just see what happens tonight and go with it either way

Sorry you feel like this hunni but there's more to being a woman than this, damn you produced a baby! You grew him and carried for 9months, guys can't do that! Please don't feel like this, I hope you're appointment comes through soon. Cheer up lady xxx

 

[MrsCorny]

Oh Ica, I'm sorry all of that is going on! How difficult and yes, emotional... I had a yeast infection a couple years ago and I remember feeling like I had lost all my confidence and upset that I couldn't DTD with my hubby without pain. I hope this goes by quickly and you get fixed right up and can feel like a woman again. And sweetie, you are a woman. The reason this happened is because you brought a child into this world, that is quite womanly if you ask me, to sacrifice to have your baby is amazing. I agree with ur OH that you should wait hunny, you don't need any complications especially since you have to go under and a concern about cancerous cells. I will pray for you, dear. I wish you the very best. Keep us all posted, we are here for you!

 

[MrsCorny]

Oh snap! He finished inside yesterday!!! Sorry to come right out with it haha! but he said I get one "freebie" lol and that's it for the week. I told him that if he was trying not to get me pregnant yet he should do the "freebie" at the end of the week when I've likely already ovulated. He said, "well I'm not trying to NOT get you pregnant, if you are then, fine" I think he wants it to happen, but won't admit it completely and I've been remembering my prenatal vitamins- I don't think they will help with fertility or anything but I'm just impressed I've remembered this long, I'm usually so bad with vitamins haha
This TWW will really be a bugger... FXed he's got strong swimmers and we get it first chance lol (though I won't be too disappointed with a BFN cuz I seriously doubt it will happen anyway) I feel like it starts today even tho my ticker says I don't Ov til tomorrow- just cuz DH said that's it for this time

Laura- can't wait for more pix, hun!!! I love love love wedding pics and baby pics! A friend of mine does a lot of family photo shoots and they all look AMAZING!

Ica and fairyy- how are you ladies holding up?

 

[Laura2806]

That's Brill hunni pleased for you. It does sound like he wants it to happen but not admitt it, maybe he worried you'll both get too wrapped up in it and end up not enjoying it.

I always forget to take vits, buy them and take about 3 before they're out if date! Even pregnancy vits i was crap with!

I'll upload some onto my journal or maybe just on fb and put the album link on here, don't know how to choose from the 700 we've got! Same here hun, love a good photo

Think im in the tww too although with my cycles i can never be sure! 11days until testing! Xxx

 

[fairyy]

Oh Ica dear, u are a bravo. U have come so far, few more steps and the problem will be fixed within a blink of an eye. Health comes first hun. U can BD as many times u want without any pain and u ll start enjoying it once again once things are sorted out.

Conry wow what a news. Hope that the swimmers do their job. Little penguin will be here soon.

Laura, how r u ? Howz the newly weds doing ?

Red, no news from ur side ???

 

[RedButterfly]

2DPO here.

 

[ica235]

Thanks ladies, forgive me if I'm quiet on here for a while. Ill be reading to catch up on you're news but feel I need to have a break and try to get it all off of my mind until I'm all fixed so i wont be very talkative im afraid! Proper emotional now, I so can't wait to be normal again and desperate to ttc

Corny that's amazing news! I ovved yesterday so as we're the same cycles you may have caught the egg perfect timing fingers crossed! Hope your tww flys by xx

 

[fairyy]

Good luck Ica dear.

I am wondering about my situation now. 8months of NTNP and no BFP yet. AF is regular. It arrives on time, not a day late. I am thinking what if I have cyst or blocked tube !!! Hoping and praying to get BFP by end of this year, else I have to go for some ultrasound. Still hope that TTC thing will work for us. But I do sometimes feel that I will never get a BFP.

 

[MrsCorny]

Thanks ladies, forgive me if I'm quiet on here for a while. Ill be reading to catch up on you're news but feel I need to have a break and try to get it all off of my mind until I'm all fixed so i wont be very talkative im afraid! Proper emotional now, I so can't wait to be normal again and desperate to ttc

Corny that's amazing news! I ovved yesterday so as we're the same cycles you may have caught the egg perfect timing fingers crossed! Hope your tww flys by xx

Aww hunny, I'm sorry you're so upset. I can't blame you though, it's okay to be frustrated. I hope you cheer up soon and this goes quicker than you are anticipating.

And wow, wouldn't that be funny if we did Ov same time, too?? Like we really synced up! my mother in law seems to think I'm already pregnant, she is pretty convinced for some reason. But she wouldn't be able to tell, today would be like day 1!!!

Nice to hear from you, Red! 2dpo! Woo!

And fairyy- don't worry hun. It will happen. Maybe when u truly TTC it will work straight away. FXed for you! Thanks for all your encouragement

 

[Laura2806]

ica hunni i totally understand, fxd for a quick repair recovery and BFP first cycle! xxxxxx

fairry it took us 9months of irregular cycles. the average is 12-18months of activey trying so your far from out or not normal. oh and giving up hope makes it happen, worked with my friend and she had been trying for 4years!! You'll be fine hunni xx

red fxd for you!

mrsc how you doing?

10days till testing here!

 

[MrsCorny]

I'm good, Laura. Just checkin in, no news here, really. Except according to my ticker, I Ov today, if that's true hopefully his swimmers are real strong haha. Gonna try and get some tonight lol but I doubt he'll finish inside again. Lol oh well, it will be what it will be. Like I said, hubby's mom is convinced I'm pregnant. She's a little odd sometimes tho and she really wants a grand baby so I'm sure it's her extremely wishful thinking lol.
I suppose I am officially in the TWW... AF due 9/4. I guess we will see what happens. I'm pretty sure ill end up symptom spotting in about a week... Lol especially since I got "freebie" this time

 

[Laura2806]

Lol bless ya hunni hoping your MIL is right

Just had a cute text conversation with the hubby, hes really excited about baby number 2 and hoping we conceive quickly, even been talking names!! xx

 

[MrsCorny]

Oh my, that is too cute Laura!!! I love it. Wish I could get hubby to talk names with me, one step at a time though I suppose. I can't wait for hubby to be excited and show it. He's not one to express excitement much tho, unless its related to cars haha.
And speaking of cars I prob won't get that one I want. Gotta sell my Toyota privately cuz they wot give us enough for it as a trade-in, and that may take a while.

 

[fairyy]

I am not changing my status to TTC. I hope DH doesn't change his mind. Fertile week starts from coming Wednesday to Monday. Let's see how it goes, then I can think of changing my status. Time will only answer all my questions. Hope he performs during fertile week.

 

[MrsCorny]

I am not changing my status to TTC. I hope DH doesn't change his mind. Fertile week starts from coming Wednesday to Monday. Let's see how it goes, then I can think of changing my status. Time will only answer all my questions. Hope he performs during fertile week.

Yeah, kinda like me. Don't think I'll change it to TTC ever. but oh well. I hope he decides to actually TTC. Is a big decision, for some reason, especially for men. Haha even tho we, as women, go thru all the physical stuff too! Lol

 

[Laura2806]

Aww Hun Simon was like that, he completely changed once Oscar arrived, he hardly ever rubbed my bump, never kissed it, talked to it etc but I think that's because he was unsure on what I would want him to do as he knew I didn't like people just touching my belly, I was like but you're my fiancé it's different with you! he was amazing while I was in labour though

Get a for sale sign up in your window hun and advertise it on FB, don't know if your local for sale pages on there, if so put it on those too it want be long, hubby seems to keep bringing the time to try forward

Ladies I hope your hubbies get fully on board! Xx