Looking for people TTC after miscarriage

[2Baby2]

Oh no lesonde

 

[lesondemavie]

I’m sorry, I should clarify. A second line should be a good thing but it’s pretty faint and it’s 12 DPO and out of 4 pregnancies I’ve never had such a late faint line. My brain just automatically jumped to oh of course this is another CP. In reality, I just have to take a deep breath and see what happens. It just doesn’t feel like a good sign.

Will keep you all posted. Hoping for earlier, clearer BFPs soon for everyone here

 

[Shorty88]

Hi ladies
I don't seem to be getting notifications for this thread..

After my mmc in Aug i have got what I hope is my BFP..i burst out crying I never thought I was going to see these lines again (Very bad flare up of endo that I was going to be getting another lap)

I think I am 10dpo af due thur/Friday

Please be a sticky bean

I have never been more nervous in all my life

 

[Weebles]

Hmm, lesonde, that sounds like it's good news! Congrats!

I see a faint line shorty!

Afm.. it's likely the last day of my fertile window. I hope DD lets me put her down for a nap so we can BD one last time. Crossing my fingers now and for the next two weeks.

 

[LadyStardust4]

LesondeMavie - I can understand why you are not letting yourself get excited at your faint positive but I'm really hoping it's a good one! Maybe take some cheap tests daily so you can see if the line is getting darker?

Shorty - So pleased for you! Congratulations x

 

[Chickybaby]

Congratulations shorty and lesonde!

Weebles, I've had ovulation spotting since having my son. So weird how things can just change like that. It's nice having confirmation that ovulation is happening though. Hope this month is it for you.

AFM, CD10 so just waiting. Trying to relax and not think too much about it but we all know how easy that is... Have a family friend who gets 'feelings' about things say I'm going to be pregnant by Christmas. So annoying just keep that to yourself I don't find it helpful.

 

[Chickybaby]

Hi girls.

Feeling a bit shitty. So sick of this rollercoaster of emotions. I feel worse now than I did a month ago. I'm back to crying most nights. Argh I thought I was making progress, I think AF hit me harder than I ever could have thought, to be honest, I thought I would get pregnant just like that. I was assuming that I would be 'x' weeks pregnant by Christmas etc. And now I'm not. Its emotionally exhausting. I feel utterly alone again and just sad, I just want to hold my baby. I am having trouble moving past where I 'should' be. We should no the sex by now and I should be feeling big movements now, picking a name... These thoughts are so unhelpful but I just feel broken. I'm so scared of how much more broken I am going to get month after month.

Its our third wedding anniversary tomorrow. All I can feel is upset that our family is missing that piece it should have.

Sorry for the rambly unload of thoughts.

I've had one too many wines for the first time since I can't remember when and I needed to get it out, I know you ladies will understand some of it xx

 

[LadyStardust4]

Big hugs Chickybaby.

It's stormy now but the sunshine will follow... I promise

 

[lesondemavie]

Oh Chicky I think of grief more like an ocean. It ebbs and flows. One moment you’re on the shore enjoying the sand between your toes, and then the next a big wave crashes over you. It’s too powerful of a force to ever really conquer. Instead you learn to live with it. You figure out how to build a new home for your heart there on the shore, and you learn how to have less and less of that home wash away with the big waves each time.

 

[MrsFruitie]

Don’t think we have caught on this cycle. 9dpo and no signs. When I caught in before my loss, I had implantation pain and bleed at 9dpo...

AF due mon 3rd so guess we will find out then.

 

[Chickybaby]

Thanks girls.

On a lighter note. I put our Christmas tree up yesterday. Its already been pulled over three times and my boy is currently trying to kick it hahaha.

 

[Weebles]

Chickybaby, ttc sucks. ttc after a loss sucks even more. Hoping and grieving makes for a shitty rollercoaster. Lesonde said it really well. I think the waves come because it's impossible to deal with the entire ocean all at once.

DH and I are bd'd out for this cycle. It's a little weird for me not temping but I'm trying to be hopefull and at the same time not get my hopes up about it one way or another. It's the tww for me.

 

[lesondemavie]

This is a chemical. Another lesson in trusting my gut. On to enjoying the rest of the holidays without the stress of first tri or ttc.

 

[kiki1234]

Les: I'm so sorry. Enjoy your holidays with sweet C - hug your sweet babe!

 

[2Baby2]

Les- I’m so sorry

 

[Yellowmoon]

I’m so sorry, Les.

Thinking of you xx

 

[LadyStardust4]

Oh Les, I am really sorry to hear that. Big hugs to you and we're here if you need to vent xx

 

[Chickybaby]

Sorry Les, sending hugs. Xx

 

[Weebles]

I'm so sorry lesonde

 

[MrsFruitie]

I’m so sorry Les. Thinking of you and sending lots of love x