hello!! Hope you ladies don`t mind my peeking in here. I guess after 18 months I'm a ltttc graduate. It took a lot of effort, IVF and a FET to get here. I'm six weeks along, have the dreaded viability scan on Monday. I'm sooooo scared. I got to this point after the IVF in december, but there was no heartbeat. I really hope there is one this time. Driving myself absolutely
with worry. Oh I'm 41.
Glad to meet you all! Now to catch up on err 70 pages of posts
Hello again! First I freely admit I was so terrified of that scan that I avoided all things internet for a while. The day of the viability scan I was a mess, didn`t sleep, couldn`t eat, had killer heartburn just from the stress. They found a strong heartbeat ... I burst out crying
I was there! MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! Bye bye crumby fertility clinic! (that place was anything but friendly but that`s a rant for another day
)
Of course I kept worried, today was my first doctor`s appointment. I'm being followed by the top gyno team of the city, the senior lead doctor herself in our tier 4 hospital for babies, because my son was a micro preemie. She actually remembered me and said she was glad to follow my pregnancy! She is so amazing! I called the hospital on a whim, asked to see her by name and they gave me an appointment, no fuss. Yay!
Well today at first they used a hand doppler, and couldn`t find a heartbeat. The intern was wonderful, excused herself and said she`d be right back. I went into semi-panic mode, trying to convince myself that at 10 weeks it does happen they can`t hear the heartbeat yet. Well the intern came back with the senior doctor, ultrasound doctor and ultrasound machine in tow! Was quite the procession! The senior doctor waved her hand 'pff we`re NOT letting you go home without reassurance so I tracked down the ultrasound team.' wow. I was speechless and incredibly grateful.
I dropped my pants (tons of practice at the fertility clinic
) and within 10 seconds the senior doctor let out THERE THERE I SEE IT! THERES A HEARTBEAT! Bless her heart, I think she was more excited that I was. So... I burst out crying again
The rest of the appointment was a blur, I'm on strong medication for blood pressure since that was the cause of the pre-eclampsia. I also have immunity issues (antiphospholipidsm syndrom) so I have to take daily heparin shots. Still on daily progesterone shots too. My bum is made of steel now from all the jabs
Going back for nuchal test in two weeks. I'll be 12 weeks! Soooo close to the objective of 13! Almost there!
Alright, enough about me -
peace sending you lots of restful, positive vibes!
Mandy that is incredible! YOu must feel on top of the world! Congratulations again.
Lady H she looks adorable, you are one lucky mom