ShellieLabTek
ttc our rainbow baby
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Oh no Cath sorry to hear about your grandfather I hope they can at least help him feel comfortable and as pain-free as possible if nothing else can be done.
AFM, I'm sitting here on the couch, and OH is fast asleep on the other side (and it's only 6pm). Turned me down again for BDing tonight! He's too tired he said. I suddenly feel like I'm the man who wants sex and he's the woman with a "headache" lol. Yesterday was fine that he said no but today kinda annoyed me. Especially cuz I'm not sure if I'm getting into my fertile phase cuz I had some of what looked like EWCM, but other times nothing more then sticky/creamy cm. When I've had that happen before it turned out I wasn't actually fertile. But still, I can't know for sure that I'm not starting into it. And I can't say anything about that to OH cuz then he really won't wanna have sex cuz he doesn't wanna know any of this ttc stuff cuz he doesn't like the pressure even thou he really wants a baby too. Grrrrrrr! I think I'm just fustrated because i feel like I only have a couple of months left until I should probably hold off on TTC. So I'm upset that I cant have sex!!! Even if it's just "practice"
AFM, I'm sitting here on the couch, and OH is fast asleep on the other side (and it's only 6pm). Turned me down again for BDing tonight! He's too tired he said. I suddenly feel like I'm the man who wants sex and he's the woman with a "headache" lol. Yesterday was fine that he said no but today kinda annoyed me. Especially cuz I'm not sure if I'm getting into my fertile phase cuz I had some of what looked like EWCM, but other times nothing more then sticky/creamy cm. When I've had that happen before it turned out I wasn't actually fertile. But still, I can't know for sure that I'm not starting into it. And I can't say anything about that to OH cuz then he really won't wanna have sex cuz he doesn't wanna know any of this ttc stuff cuz he doesn't like the pressure even thou he really wants a baby too. Grrrrrrr! I think I'm just fustrated because i feel like I only have a couple of months left until I should probably hold off on TTC. So I'm upset that I cant have sex!!! Even if it's just "practice"