UPDATED!!!
Hi ladies, well, im not really having a good day...
i think im at the end of my ttc journey, this will probably be my last month ttc
I went with my mom on a mini roadtrip and decide that Im just gonna sleep at my moms house so when I call OH to let him know im not coming home, I started asking him if he's feeling better since he had a 24 hr stomach bug, and he told me he went by his moms house and last night he did something and praying and he said God is telling "were only supposed to be 'friends'!"...You think God could have told you that before when moved in together?!?!?! IDK what to think with him hes so fickle one day hes wanting to set a wedding date and start ttc and the next were supposed to be friends?! so ladies I'll still be here to watch you all get your BFP's but until he gets his priorities straight Im done ttc, im not gonna try to have a baby with someone who just wants to be a baby....then he had the nerve to pull the, "i dont wanna have this conversation on the phone, how about we talk about this in the morning when you get home, this is one of those face to face conversations, im just not gonna have 'this conversation on the phone'..." Like duh, DUMBASS!!! (srry for language) I kno thts code word for breakup! Im just so tired, emotionally ya know? agh!!! the things we do for men, honestly I don't wanna backslide to him I just gonna pick up the pieces and move on, I love him but, I cant live in a place wondering if im being led on or not...maybe im just being rational, but I had to vent...
sorry ladies
btw...
this morning with FRER using FMU