I usually try to take the weekends off, but then whats the first thing I do in the morning when I wake up? Check BnB and see what's happening. I am just getting a little discouraged at the moment, and I don't want to be that way. I guess I am already stressing about how DH will react around O time. (My journal explains it) and I just want it to come and get it over with so I can get back into the 2ww and drive myself even more crazy.