Hello ladies,
Sorry I haven't been on in sometime. With my manager being off sick I covered her for 4 weeks so just had no time and been exhausted. We have a new manager now and another beauty therapist at the salon I work out, I'm finding it difficult getting to grips with the new manager and girl but I'm just soooo happy all the pressure and responsibility isn't on me anymore, I can just go in, do my job and leave.
I had pain last 2 weeks ago on Tuesday and really didn't feel good so I went to the doctors who referred me for an emergency scan to check on bubs as I said I hadn't hgad any bleeding, but he said pain comes before bleeding with a miscarriage. It was scary! So paid $209 for an emergency scan and bubs was all healthy and active ... huge relief. So I have ligament damage in my lower abdomen, I had to have a week off work and rest. I just have to sneeze and I'm in pain or twist funny. I went back to work on Wednesday and did a xxx and was in pain so I rang my boss and told her I wasn't doing massages anymore, I have to put myself first. Stupid me went bowling last night with hubby. I think I may have to wear a support band soon until summer anyway. I have a belly now, not used to people staring. Struggling with my t-shirts and trousers. I haven't gained any weight, still kept the 7lbs off that I lost the first few weeks.
We have our 4D scan on Wednesday, too excited !! I think it's a boy, hubby is 100% sure it's a girl. And his mum went to a physic who said it's a girl and she'll be the apple of his eye. I must admit I get SO WORRIED with every scan I've had that we won't see a heartbeat, it's a horrible feeling.
We have our bugaboo at home all set up, I love going into the room seeing it, hubby sets home from work and I push it into the en-suite, he says I'm crazy haha! Also bought the nursery set, nursing chair and digital monitors. We spend $3,000 on bubs in one night, eek !
Anyways enough with the update on me ...
Kelsey - sorry to hear about James, I really hope the lump is nothing serious !!!
Hayley - Good luck with your tests. And how's things with the house? I saw your status the other week. Oh and also if needed the hospital will probably try you on Metformin first before Clomid.
Jenn - How are you getting on?
I have 3 friends who have miscarried in the past 4 weeks, so sad
makes me realise how lucky I am to have carried bubs this far !I didn't let myself get attacthed as I was so worried about miscarriage but now I am in the second trimester it's a huge relief!
I am keeping everything crossed for you all, you truely all deserve it !!!!!!!
xxxx