It's selfish but I wanted to have the 1St baby on my side, my brother Is 4 years younger than I am and his gf is due boxing day this year!
It's the worst feeling Iv ever felt, wanting a baby!
I get very emotional and there's nothing anyone can do to make me feel better.
That's y I buy baby stuff it's the bit of happiness that stops me feeling as bad, I can even start to imagine how the ladies on here feel, after trying for years!!
Its a cruel world!