ugh megan. i hope that your af clears up real fast & you get lucky on the first month of ttc again! i always just adored you since i found you on this forum! you're such a doll & you deserve your little miracle.
i started a new job today - very simple. just a sales consultant for a major telecommunications company here in canada. it was nice to go to work, just so i could be busy and not think about "what if something is wrong with the baby", but now i'm home and those thoughts have resumed. i'm sure i'll relax once i get to a doctor & it's all confirmed & such.
every time i go to pee i'm terrified there will be blood.
aaaah. the stresses. it never ends. you stress about getting pregnant, you stress about your pregnancy, and your stress about your baby.
i guess once you decide to start trying, you're walking into a life of worry.
i just moved to alberta from nova scotia, so i don't have a family doctor here, nor do i have a health card that is registered in this province. so i'm KIND OF clueless as to how i'm going to go about getting to a doctor. not to mention, with my new job, it might not be cake to get an appointment.
hubby is out of town for the night, he had to get new tires on his truck (5 hours away because we live in northern canada, aka butt fuck no where... sorry for the language) so he's staying at his parents house tonight as it's closer to the city he got his new tires in.
ummm... what else did i want to tell you guys.
oh. i'm kinda paranoid i have an uti. do you think i should just go to a clinic and say heeeey i took a couple pregnancy tests & i think i might have a uti, can y'all fix me up?
ay ay ay - i should have been looking into this before i got pregnant but i honestly thought i would be one of those people that it took forever.
i love you all! i'll try not to post too much about pregnancy in this section, you guys. i don't want to make you guys feel uncomfortable.
but i'll be checking in.
xoxoxoxoxo
Sher