spunky84
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I've been so excited about LO's birthday tomorrow, and even more so lately.
I spent 6 hours last weekend baking her cake(s) and about 12 hours today decorating. As the hours have ticked by, I feel the excitement slowly leaking out and sadness coming in.
DH and I were driving to a restaurant to meet my mom, dad and LO (my mom and dad took LO to visit a friend so I could work on her cake). For some reason during the drive, I just started crying over it. No idea why.
I feel sad about her turning 1. I don't know why. She's growing up. I love her to pieces, and I don't know why I'm feeling so sad over something exciting.
I have been looking at her (newborn) pictures a lot lately, and it just feels so hard to believe that she was so small at one point. It's hard to even remember life before her.
As the clock keeps ticking closer, the more I wish I could just pause time and stay where we're at for just a little bit longer.
She's been starting to walk, but not with a lot of confidence. For some reason today, she's just been starting to walk all over the place. She's becoming confident. She's making the decision to walk somewhere rather than just from encouragement from us.
Maybe it's just all these big changes. She's growing up. Is it normal to get this emotional over LO's birthday?
I spent 6 hours last weekend baking her cake(s) and about 12 hours today decorating. As the hours have ticked by, I feel the excitement slowly leaking out and sadness coming in.
DH and I were driving to a restaurant to meet my mom, dad and LO (my mom and dad took LO to visit a friend so I could work on her cake). For some reason during the drive, I just started crying over it. No idea why.
I feel sad about her turning 1. I don't know why. She's growing up. I love her to pieces, and I don't know why I'm feeling so sad over something exciting.
I have been looking at her (newborn) pictures a lot lately, and it just feels so hard to believe that she was so small at one point. It's hard to even remember life before her.
As the clock keeps ticking closer, the more I wish I could just pause time and stay where we're at for just a little bit longer.
She's been starting to walk, but not with a lot of confidence. For some reason today, she's just been starting to walk all over the place. She's becoming confident. She's making the decision to walk somewhere rather than just from encouragement from us.
Maybe it's just all these big changes. She's growing up. Is it normal to get this emotional over LO's birthday?