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Myself and another TTC'er on this site starting talking this and I was wondering on other people's feelings.
When I first came off birth control, I was so excited so start trying for a baby. I had never been pregnant before and although I knew being at an older age that pregnancy may take awhile but couldnt wait to start my family with my husband.
However, 9 months and 1 miscarriage later, I know longer am enjoying the whole TTC. Ive been through every emotion I can think of on this roller coaster ride, been angry, sad, desvasted, happy when I got my BFP, jealous when I lost the baby and see pregnant women everywhere and everything in between. Having to BDing when ovulation time is here whether you feel like it or not, the dreaded 2ww, symptom spotting, the strain it has put on my marriage to start a family and the horror of miscarriage, not sure how much emotionally I can do this anymore.
Anyone else feel the same??? Where is the excitement I felt at the beginning
When I first came off birth control, I was so excited so start trying for a baby. I had never been pregnant before and although I knew being at an older age that pregnancy may take awhile but couldnt wait to start my family with my husband.
However, 9 months and 1 miscarriage later, I know longer am enjoying the whole TTC. Ive been through every emotion I can think of on this roller coaster ride, been angry, sad, desvasted, happy when I got my BFP, jealous when I lost the baby and see pregnant women everywhere and everything in between. Having to BDing when ovulation time is here whether you feel like it or not, the dreaded 2ww, symptom spotting, the strain it has put on my marriage to start a family and the horror of miscarriage, not sure how much emotionally I can do this anymore.
Anyone else feel the same??? Where is the excitement I felt at the beginning