I agree, I feel like time has slowed down.
So I went to the local place to get an ultrasound today, turns out they couldn't give me one since I already have a doctor. I totally understand, the part that makes me mad is that I asked my nurse that very thing when she suggested I go there. She said they have had women go there before. So now I am thinking they expected me to go in and lie about the fact that I already have an established doctor. Either way, I am not happy about the situation. I called and left a message with the nurse letting her know that I was not able to be seen. Waiting to see what she says, if she calls back. I have always loved my Dr and the whole office, but this whole experience has not been fun. When I called my dr office in the first place it was only to see if i could move my regular appointment (not ultrasound) up to this week instead of a week from today. They said it would be too early to listen to the heartbeat with a Doppler and that it would probably cause more anxiety. I don't know how 10+ weeks is too early to hear the heartbeat though. Ugh. I am just super frustrated. I am feeling so much anxiety and I feel like my office isn't giving me much support at all. I guess we'll see what the nurse says if/when she calls back. Sorry for the rant, just super emotional and upset about all of this. 😭😭😭😭