October Sticky Beans!

[Blackrain90]

Side note....any pee porn for today? Hehe

 

[todmommy4568]

BFN....I'm trying to be optimistic since I am only 11dpo and today vs yesterday could be something as simple as how much pee was in my bladder that the hcg had to spread through, not sure if that makes sense basically my thought is more volume to cover. But it's hard to stay optimistic I was really hoping for a line today

 

[krissie328]

Keeping my fingers crossed for you Shan!!

I am pretty well over this cycle. I have had fertile cm for at least a week now. Yesterday I had some great ewcm and then by the time I got home it was creamy. But today is back to ewcm. If we get a moment alone I would like to try to bd tonight but I have honestly given up.

I want to sit next cycle out but I feel like the clock is ticking away and I don't want to waste it. I was thinking maybe doing some lydia pinkham and no clomid. I did use that when I got pregnant in May so at least it works. But part of me keeps wondering if it contributed to the loss as well.

Eh, I am just an emotional/hormonal mess right now.

 

[todmommy4568]

I'm sorry krissie I can't imagine how frustrated you must be. I totally understand about the meds. The month I took the fertilaid I had the cp and thought the same thing, did it cause the pregnancy, the loss, or both. But if it helps then I would say go for it, if it was causing losses frequently that would be plastered all over the web

 

[krissie328]

That's true Shan. Most of the stories I have seen have been success stories so that's reassuring. I think that will be my plan.

 

[Angel5000]

I have a teacher leadership conference this week. LONG DAYS. I'm exhausted. However, today during one of the conferences I think I started to feel baby moving for first time!!! I have a lot of intestinal issues so I am used to odd twinges in my abdomen, but this was a fluttery/twinge/poke combination feeling. And it was consistently in the same place every few minutes for about two hours! I'm thinking it was baby. At least that's what I'm going with.


Shan - I'm so sorry you're having a rough time of it. You are not a horrible parent. That is very common behavior at that age! And if at home you're teaching him that it's a private thing but over there she's bathing them together then that's just going to confuse him! He certainly doesn't need therapy over that and if she doesn't like it she shouldn't bathe them together. I wouldn't be surprised if it was just that he was a little hyper/playful/active in the tub and she overreacts to him "flinging it around". Ugh. What a Bitch.

As for your test - Keeping FX. Your temps are lovely, I'm hoping it's a good sign!


Krissie - I'm so sorry you're having a rough cycle. I'm with Shan. If it helped, use it again. If it caused the loss there would be a lot more stories about it all over the internet.

 

[krissie328]

Jess- sounds like baby! How exciting.

I started back to work Monday and I'm not pregnant and I'm exhausted.

 

[mrscletus]

Oh Jess how exciting!!

Krissie I agree with the girls- if it worked in the past it's worth a shot now!

Afm- dumb bitch came tonight! I was somewhere between 5-8 days late! I'm having some pretty rough cramping, not sure if it was chemical or not as I never got an actual positive, but it's definitely crushing! Just trying to stay positive at the moment.. And I will be home in 2 days!!!

 

[cupcake.]

Jess how exciting, yay for baby movement!
My little girl always seems so active while i'm at work and it sucks because i can't really concentrate on the movement because i have to concentrate on work obviously haha i love it when she's all wriggly while i'm just lieing and can soak it all in.

I was just getting my blood taken for my GD test.. I can call tomorrow to see if i've passed or if i need to take the 3 hour one. Fingers crossed all is well!

 

[krissie328]

Afm- dumb bitch came tonight! I was somewhere between 5-8 days late! I'm having some pretty rough cramping, not sure if it was chemical or not as I never got an actual positive, but it's definitely crushing! Just trying to stay positive at the moment.. And I will be home in 2 days!!!

 

[todmommy4568]

Jess that's awesome!

Heike FX'ed the results are in your favor

Julie I'm sorry

Pretty sure this is the before AF surge on that OPK so I'm just going to wait now. AF should be here tomorrow or Saturday

 

[krissie328]

Shan- hoping you still get your bfp!! You chart does look really good.

I am sorry Julie- that was just cruel.

Afm, I have chilled out a lot. I have decided that the pain I had on CD 13 was likely a cyst and it very well could have ruptured. I was in so much pain that night and then again CD 17. So I am just waiting on af to arrive.

Next cycle I will be out of town right around my fertile window so I am debating what to do. DH will not be coming with me and I should just be getting into my window. So there would be a chance but like 3-4 days before O.

 

[Angel5000]

Julie - I'm so sorry! That sucks that you were that late, seems like such a cruel trick for your body to play! At least you'll be home soon!

Shan - Keeping FX that it's just a late implantation.

Krissie - That's so frustrating.

 

[Angel5000]

Crazy thing: My sister and I were talking and we BOTH have had dreams in the last few days that my baby is a boy. Very odd, but I'm beginning to think more and more it could be a boy. Can't wait to find out!

 

[cupcake.]

Jess that is crazy! I can't wait for you to find out what you're having it makes everything so much more real

How is everyone else doing?
I feel like I'm slowly starting to actually feel pregnant and my bump is definitely getting bigger and heavier now but so far i still feel really good. Two weeks until i'm in third trimester, how crazy is that!

 

[krissie328]

Jess- that's crazy! When do you find out? Sorry, I'm sure you've told us.

So.... I'm fairly certain I ovulated last night. I got an almost positive opk that afternoon and a slight temp jump at my normal temping time. 1.5 hours later tempted again and had a significant rise. Plus I'm having my post o hot flashes.

So while the doctor says it was a fail for the clomid at least it's not a wasted cycle.

And if af arrives I can start femara next cycle as my fertile window will be the week before I go out of town.

 

[cupcake.]

Krissie, looking at your chart i think you may be right! Fingers crossed you did ovulate and maybe even caught i'm having my fingers crossed!

Shan, i see from your chart that AF has arrived.. I'm sorry

 

[krissie328]

Shan, I'm sorry hun.

 

[todmommy4568]

Krissie I'm glad you finally O'ed!

Thanks ladies. It's time for a break now, I am going to focus on losing the weight and just hope it happens somewhere along the way. I have so many great things to give my time and attention too and TTC isn't going to be one of them. When and if the time is right God will make his plan known, I'm giving this one up to Him.

 

[Angel5000]

We went swimming with my sister and her kids yesterday. I could JUST barely fit into my swimsuit. The one piece was way too tight but the 2 piece (tankini style) did okay. I'm suspecting in another couple weeks I won't be able to wear it at all.

Heike - that's so great you're so close to 3rd Tri!

Krissie - We find out this Thursday. Don't worry, I forgot what people say all the time! Especially if you're in more than one thread. I'm glad you did finally O, even if it wasn't as early as had hoped with the clomid.

Shan - I'm so sorry. Maybe the break will be good for you. I'm hoping it does the trick.